when someone is sleeping, oneself doesn't know what oneself is doing or speaking.
the best thing is to sleep and never to wake up again.
reminder for myself: bring report bk tmr!
sigh. justin said that he entered council. sigh sigh. why?! i really dunno what to do with him. ppl can easily tell or say that he is one of the best players in band amongest ALL the sec1. isn't it a waste if he choose council rather than band? he can excel greatly in band since he seemingly has got the potential. i dunno about council. but i know that i dont think any of us would want him to be out of band. i dont understand why Wai Kit made the decision about who is playing which part within the clarinet section. perhaps at that point of time it wasnt justin who was the hardworking one. i dunno. i rmb the ppl whom we taught were the ones that are skipping practices now. i dont understand. is band that terrible that they must avoid us? they really are immature if they think that way. facing the problem is the best solution to many things, but not all.
biaos, billy, baffy and me went to the coffee-shop near the Roti Prata House for lunch. it was quite nice but their orders were a bit of mistakes. anyways, we played 7-11 again. haha. we mixed lime juice, ribena, soya sauce, pepper, laska gravy, and century egg porridge together. oh gosh! it was very salty but quite nice coz of the pepper. haha. but then after i got home, sth happened to my stomach that area of skin. i think sensitive or allegy. it went red and it seems like red polka dots on my stomach. sigh. i was quite scared. i haven got chicken pox yet so i get worked up everytime i see such things on any skin of mine. eeks!
yesterday was baffy's b'day! biaos, billy and me (banice) gave baffy a saxophone model. haha. they thought that it was a huge one but i think they looked disappointed when it was actually quite tiny. i also gave the clarinet instrument badge for biaos. it cost $17. she took photos of it and posted them on her blog. sigh. i guess it wasnt that a happy thing. i think it is too small and quite ex. sigh. i apologize to both biaos and theo. i really dunno if it is worth it.
my dad just bought my mom a new laptop. she been wanting another new one since quite a while ago. coz this laptop that i am using now. hmm. it has been contaminated with virus and virus and virus. she got fed up. i think it is coz of MSN or hotmail. haha. friendster and blogs shld be alright. shld be hotmail. sigh. that's why i dont like to open up emails. but some are just no choice. coz i lost passwords. haha. they are similar passwords but i just cant rmb them. haha. too bad for me. i keep sending myself mails and read them just to get the password. now i only need to rmb 3-4 passwords. blog, friendster, MSN and erms. dunno? mcb web? haha. got more than this but sometimes i just keep changing passwords. oh yeah. neopets also. haha. to entertain myself. XP
i felt like downloading Maple and start mapling. haha. ppl encouraged me to play. maybe after this year's streaming bah. now i really want to study hard and go to the stream that i like. (i like, i mode) erms. probably is double science. but due to my maths, i guess i cant take A maths. i felt like going to humanities class - pure geo, elective history, no A maths. hmm. i love history! :) sigh. just hope that i still get the chance to choose the stream i want rather than the teachers choose for me. i dont trust them in such things, u know. they do treat things unfairly at times. i dunno what to say. haha. there are new teachers in our school lately. some of them are under-study. mr lester lee teaches us literature. well. for our class, we keep changing teachers. we are quite used to it. is like we are given new teachers or under-studying teachers. some are gd but some are just...... sigh. mr lee is nice. but the previous one wasnt that good - ms teo. neutral? sigh. how wish mr james lee is teaching us. we will score like siao. mr edwin ho is also a nice teacher. how wish so that i can wish and they come true! every wish.
260606 - we cried. he was sad. i was full of hatred. i hate the person who made him cry. why must she be so evil? i hate her to the core. all becoz of her that he is suffering from sadness. all her fault! i shall persuade him to give up on such a girl. how can she do this? he is a nice guy. is just a word of forgiveness that he wants. issit that hard for her to just forgive such a nice person. she deserves her scolding. she is going over-board. is she happy seeing that he is crying deeply inside his heart and his eyes? is she?! i hate her! sadistic! evil! heartless! she does not deserve such a good guy as him! i hate her! i felt like going up to her and slap her for making him so sad and hearbroken. why must she leave him in such a state? doesn't she understand how hurting it is? if he could cry to me, it means he is real sad. he promised not to cry unless he really cant help it. i know he meant that. now? it means he cant take it anymore. i hate u! stupid girl. stop doing this to him! take it as i beg u or anything! just stop it! pls! stop it! stop hurting him like u have never hurt anyone before! stop it! :(
remarkable results!