mood swing
musical ytd was quite worth watching. it can be quite obvious who directed the musical. haha. Mr James Lee! haha. he is quite a sadist person. he dislikes happy endings. the ending of the musical wasnt really a happy one. haha. that maks him the one who directed the musical. haha. valerie's acting was nice. didnt know that she can act and sing that well. hmm. it teaches me not to underestimate ppl. haha. bleahx. everything went on almost perfect. i saw him, him and him. haha. okiie. is Wai Kit, Weijie and Ben. i saw them all. Wai Kit went into the hall quite early, i think. then i went in almost same time as ben and weijie. the person directing us all to our seats is quite a irritating person. sth wrong with her. nvm. the thot of her disgusts me.
me, kiesha, bjorn and kwang yong met in amk central before we all went together to NLB. ehh. bjorn was late. haha. the scary thing is that he almostt lost his ticket. then we waited near his house for him to go back and find it. luckily he did found it. haha. whew. then we headed on with the journey in the bus. bjorn slept on the bus. the other 3 of us were talking about changing our hairstlye. gaa. i now considering to have frige. haha. dunno how to spell the word. then after that we alighted at bugis junction there to have our dinner. bjorn's dinner was "chicky plate". haha. so cute. chicken nuggets, and some other chicky food. haha. then the other 3 of us had spagatti. after that we had to rush there. we left the place at about 7pm. then we jog our way to NLB. haha. exercise mah. okiie. from there, we met ppl and we went into the hall almost immediately. the CO's performance was quite nice. i heard that ppl say they performed better than us. oh well. nvm. CO and band shall still have peace. (:
sigh. i dunno what happened. is like me, jilly and miaos cant even have a conversation now. i guess i screwed up this friendship. i knew the ending. but i still handle things the wrong way. i really dunno what am i doing. i just feel as if i shld not invade into their lives. perhaps i was being biased so i left them. i guess i gotta do sth to amend to them before i retreat. i serve no purpose in the grp. is like i feel like i am using them. but i cant seems to say in what ways i am. i dunno how they feel. but is like based on what ppl say, me and them doesnt look like close friends anymore. sigh. i screwed up my life!!! i dunno what is the point of me staying alive in this screwed up life my mine. i felt like retreating away from everybody and stay away from anything. but i gotta make amenments first. i must not leave with regrets...
remarkable results!