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Sunday, August 13, 2006Y

starting afresh on my own
perhaps this is just what i wanted
this might be what's good for me
sigh. tmr is the start of common test.
i had been coughing for more than 2 weeks
and i am not getting well enough.
it did got better untill ytd
{bang}

i msg.
a reply came. (:
it was a positive reply.
i am glad to hear that.
that will keep me going for the test.
i am glad enough there is a reply.
i was afraid things will turn out cold.
brrr.
cold war are enough to freeze me to death.
{bang}

i seriously dunno what went wrong.
i gotta start afresh.
i gotta change for the better.
i gotta quit having mood swings.
i gotta quit lazing.
i gotta quit eating.
i gotta dig books. (textbooks)
i gotta befriend hatred.
i gotta forget the past.
do i really gotta do all these?
gosh. you still don't get it do you?
ppl despise you for who you are.
nobody likes you.

i wondered about band practice.
i wondered about class tee.
i wondered about teachers' day.
i wondered about the class.
i wondered about my friends.
i wondered about me.
i wondered about him.
hey.
didn't you tell yourself to shut that trap off those thoughts?
you better do.
you dowan to suffer.
you know ppl want you to
but you gotta learn to fight back.

{bang}

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