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Saturday, August 12, 2006Y

trust, is the most important component for everything
everything ended in a blink of the eyes.
we forsee this day but i avoided the thought of it.
we needed trust but i didn't give mine.
we enjoyed but it's over.

sigh. i thought i need not think about this anymore but i was wrong.
i envied the sec3 who persist and lasted.
now i know better.

i promise myself and forbid myself certain rules of my own.
kiesha "committed" to these set of rules.
she will assist me in this period of forbiddence.
it will last for long.
forbiddence is the only thing i could keep by for now.
during the previous days, i kept by my promises.
now i continue keeping another set of promises.
is my life all about promises?
i guess i have to accept that life.

if i could kill without needing to face any laws,
i would choose to kill myself.
ending my life with a louder {bang}
nobody will mourn over your death.
stop believing that ppl will.
accept the fact.
{bang}

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