be smart can already, don't be too smart
- James Tan, 2006
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hmm.
it has been 13days since i blogged.
cool?
i am currently watching Superman Returns.
pirated disc. XP
it is boring.
only superman is worth watching. XD
before that i watched Final Destination 3.
cool.
almost everybody died.
just like my heart.
shan't blog much today.
been feeling real down lately.
since THAT day.
sigh.
i still cant get over it.
):
30aug
celebrated mr James Tan's b`day.
but his b`day is 31aug
early in the morning
me and Denis hid the drinks and utensils under Aaron's desk.
told him about it.
then Minyi and Amanda settled the cake.
put on Aaron's chair.
then Josiah lit the candles.
that makes Aaron seated beside me.
i looked across the room.
i saw HIS eyes.
at first i thot i saw jealousy.
then i realized i am thinking too much.
how i wish i wasnt.
but the truth is still the truth.
i gotta accept it.
accept the truth that we have broken up. ):
we sang the b`day song.
then the cake was brought to mr tan.
we requested for the day's maths lesson to be cancelled.
he agreed. (:
we celebrated.
the cake is a singapore flag with the wordings
"be smart can already, dont be too smart -James Tan, 2006"
then we opened the drinks.
Wei Jie offered to lend his table for the drinks. (:
he is nice and kind.
but the gas spilled out.
but some helped to cleaned up.
and
handphones were everywhere shooting pictures.
cool?
31aug
teachers' day celebrations.
we had our 2i class tee ready for wearing.
we all changed into it.
then after i changed,
bjorn, kwang yong and me gave kiesha her very late b`day present. XD
heex.
it is Infinite Justice Gundam.
hey.
it is expensive so it took us long enough.
benjamin (suprisingly) and raeyi chipped in too.
lucky kiesha. -said by her friends
we had 1period with our teachers.
well.
2i roamed about the classroom WITHOUT any teachers.
then some were rushing thru maths hmwk.
i intend to hand that up when sch reopens.
and all the work i owe mr tan.
hopefully he will still accept?
anyways.
we took a few pictures. XD
handphones were all around out of ppl's bags.
then we went for recess.
then the performance.
ppl say 2diligent extra.
only their class performed.
nvm.
at least they bothered?
i just realized a few things
-amanda yen danced the best among THAT grp of ppl.
-shermaine IS cute.
-yanjun has got a grade8 in her instrument.
-shaun (sec1, tkd) is cute and friendly.
-i became paranoid lately.
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...
in the afternoon i went out with kiesha.
we went to bugis.
then to far east plaza.
in bugis,
we bought a tee together.
baby milo
it is cute.
mine is purple.
kiesha's is ...... i forgot. brown?
as we walk, our shirt came out.
that made our skirts looked short although mine isnt.
haha.
between kiesha's shirt and skirt,
there is like only 3 fingers spacing?
haha.
mine has got more spacing.
about a palm?
nvm about it.
it aint that short normally. XP
1sep
went out with my aunt, granny and baby nathaniel.
went to parkway parade.
then went to this gym for babies.
i exercised.
haha.
ran around with nat.
then got exhausted.
he is so cute! X)
then went to shop around.
then went home liao.
didnt buy anything.
i wasnt in THAT mood.
but i saw things that i want.
THAT wallet
THAT bag.
THAT shirt.
THAT skirt.
THAT toy. (minitoons)
i stayed over at my aunt's hse that night.
woke up early in the morning by baby nat.
2sep
listened to a talk today.
held at my aunt's hse.
it is about birth dates and names.
calculate one's life.
mine was just that accurate.
-i am lazy.
-as long as i pass my exams, i am happy.
-i study enough just to pass my exams.
-i got problemes in love relationships. (sad but true.)
-i dunno what i want in life.
-i got a poor diet.
-i am kind and friendly. (?)
...
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he gave me a few advices.
-concentrate on my studies.
-dont think too much about relationships.
-be careful on my diet or i might get stomach ulcers and stomach problems
-know what u want in life or u will suffer greatly.
sigh.
is so true.
i am so problematic in relationships.
ppl are right.
i shld forget about HIM.
but i just cant.
i dowan to.
i dont care even if the world hates HIM.
i still abid by the promises i made to HIM.
even if it means nothing to HIM,
it still means everything to me.
remarkable results!