the emotion hurts.
tears have dried up.
issit over?
so in the end i didnt blog last night. XP
now i watching My Lovely Samsoon.
so funny!
the guys are shuai de loh. X)
lalala.(:
benjamin, bjorn, donavan, fu hui, kiesha,
kwang yong, justin and nicholas
ppl are staring & commenting us, as usual.
we were quite noisy and playful.
bjorn, justin, nicholas and kwang yong la.
make fun of my mee rebus.
they add a lot of "ingredients" into it.
rawr. -_-"
and everytime mention "shit" (s**t)
justin will keep laughing non-stop.
so bjorn said he is the clarinet SL.
SL - s**t lover.
today band practice...
i screwed up Abram's Pursuit totally! ):
and i solo-ed
Poetic Intermezzo & Pirates of the Carribean.
comments received: too soft.
1st time solo, i NERVOUS!
at least i got the notes and tune right. (X
Spirited Away was quite okiie.
i can still play like last time. XD
it brings back memories when the 3 of us - waikit, theodora & me played together.
it was enjoyable. (:
Les Miserables made me miserable. ):
i totally screwed THAT part. (On My Own.)
mr tan said that if we still call ourselves 1st clarinetists,
then practice that part hard and well.
hmm.
i AM, so i shall practice hard and well.
i kind of dread band practices lately.
i feel stressed esp. when thinking about first clarinet,
being under theodora.
she looks as if she is having fun but she is sad seeing that we all can't play well.
it gives me the thought that since i am directly under her,
i shld at least be able to play half as well as she does.
she told me before that i can play well.
but did i improve or maintained?
i am mentally challenged to deal with my own problems.
esp. the break-up.
i still cant get over it despite it has been 1mth ago.
for 1mth, we didnt speak to each other like last time.
it stresses me up.
i had been having serious mood swings due to this.
is not PMS. but is coz of THIS happening.
due to this, i showed attitude to many.
including teachers and close friends.
mr tan (band) is within the list.
though i had fun.
but due the quarrel ytd,
i didn't talk to my dad.
sadded. ):
remarkable results!