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Tuesday, July 28, 2009Y

Bleeding deep inside... This should never had happened, really. To realize that I'm not alone makes me feel like killing my footsteps and stop everything - I need a superglue. I've seen it coming from the start and it never exactly bothered me till now, and I don't know why. For once, being alone is all that I wish for (not literally).
Its like knowing it will be a black hole but still willingly walk into it and get sucked in... A familiar quote that needs to be forgotten. Shoots. I tried to break free from it whenever possible, take things less seriously, but to no avail. I really lost control, help...

How I yearn for a doctorate to understand what is happening...
Damnit I suck. )))))))':

today is the 170th day. why does it still feel like it all happened ytd?
i dont deserve anything... pls be well. i'll pray.

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