heart&star =:D

2010-03-19T09:40:00.002+08:00

Everything happens for a reason -

People change, so you can learn to let go.

Things go wrong, so that you appreciate them when they're right.

You believe lies, so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself.

And sometimes,

Good things fall apart, so better things can fall together.

2009-12-26T12:24:00.007+08:00

Crashed the night of xmas eve at Uncle Freddy's house of all ideals. The guided tour was like entering dreamland with each step we took; gundams of all sizes and prices, platform beds and walk-in wardrobe, go-karting all the way to Egypt, games and videos filling up full to the high ceiling, tv in every room including the kitchen, a fridge full of wines, a pool table at the backyard, koi fish swimming, birds chirping, and a fluffy white dog waiting for visitors to tickle it. How great can life get! D:

Reaching home at the wee hours of christmas, it was all about getting to bed rather than staying wide awake for santa's grand arrival. I had no chimneys anyways. Yawn...

Shaken awake the next morning, I crawled up to get changed and hanged around the kitchen for brunch to be ready. Ying then called up and the next thing before I could know it, they all showed up at my front door! Andand, they came with a box...with two little hamsters running inside! :D

The hamsters are named Ding and Dong! Ding climbed all over its new home, and due to fear of it attempting to squeeze itself out of the cage, we decided to look for another home for them. And after brunch, we made our way down to the pet shop and shopped for a new home. At first we saw this spaceship themed cage, costing $89, but we found it too much a trouble to clean it up. The next one we saw was one with the bathing outlet at the top of the cage. It was really cute. But we finally choose another one that has nicer color combinations and we bought a bathing outlet for it to be connected to the cage. Wooo! Brought the cage home and we were kept busy again, setting up the new home for them!

Currently playing with them, putting them into their hamster balls. They're rolling about my room while I'm seated in front of my macbook. Haha! But I've got this feeling the plastic is going to be spoilt soon and it's gonna get head concussion if it continues to bang every wall it hits. Ahhh...! The plastic cover fell off! ><

Just had a little time spent to catch Dong back into the ball and now both of them are back in their cage...SAFE. (:

2009-12-04T01:44:00.004+08:00

Been updating my laptop so kind of not getting sleep. Listening to music and using this laptop, its like a dream come true. Hahaha! I guess this is only applicable to people who has eyes on these items. (X

Morning started off with badminton session and it was rather vigorous exercise, sweating it out and also throwing tantrums. =X oops... butbut, i promise to change. (: Had a nice shower and then headed down to my mommy's shop and had lunch with her. Napped a little, after which we went on to orchard. While waiting for my mommy to have her hair attended to, 313@Somerset was glimpsed. Found a good deal for macbook and headed down to Ion after that to purchase one. Haha! My mommy and I "fell in love" with this guy who worked at epicentre at Ion orchard. His service is really E-X-C-E-L-L-E-N-T! WOooohooO! XD

Today was really a great night! We managed to buy yet another gundam at the Takashimaya xmas fair! This time round, its Lockon's Dynames! (: Currently, there's Exia ignition mode, Strike Freedom full burst, super-deformed Justice, Akatsuki and now Dynames! :DD How great can life get... (:

confusion steps in every now and then...i wish they would go away, because i know the mere presence of u is far more exceeding than these disturbing thoughts (:

2009-12-01T19:15:00.003+08:00

Hello world! (:

Just arrived back to Singapore last Thursday, having the days spent there to be so treasured. (: KL trip was rather enriching, seeing Malaysia develop so much but yet still not on par with the standards of living in Singapore. Life here is too fast-paced, leaving us to view the world as relaxing, as long as it is away the hubbub in town.

Band practice was on as usual, but the sight of the attendance was rather demoralizing. The largest section of the band had only the turn up of one member. How encouraging...sigh. Hopefully things will take a brighter turn soon.

Met Amanda & Yuanhui at amk and we head down to the zoo with mos burger brunch in hand. Bus-ed down and we hurriedly bought our entrance tickets, making our way through the cages of animals. Amanda was our navigator, holding the map like her treasure, she led us through the paths and we saw rather lots of animals. Butbut, pity that the giraffes and the cobras were not in the zoo ytd. The Australia Outback was rather exciting when we saw the map, but was a little let down when the kangaroos inside were just lazing around like pigs. Oh btw, the pigs are goneee. ): The zoo no longer keeps them. Yuanyuan was telling us that Sheba the polar bear is going to be shifted back to its hometown soon due to weird signs that it is showing. But we didn't managed to catch any glimpse of the polar bears coz we were too lateee...): Had a stop by at KFC after walking to the kids corner and ended up missing the other half of the zoo. Haha. We then headed down to Ben's&Jerry's to have a scope of ice-cream. Kinda had some butterflies in my stomach after which a vomitting session took place. Hahaha!

Oh yah! We went to watch the Splash amphitheatre where we watched the sea-lion and penguins performed. The sea-lion, Carlos was really amazing lah! Haha well-trained and kinda cheeky too. After the performance was photo-taking sessions with Carlos, andand during photo taking, Carlos will actually KISS the person's cheek! NGYUANYUAN GOT KISSED BY A SEALION! Hahahahaha! XP

(PS: it totally stinked!)

Currently having lots of new items in hand - sunglasses, gundam, laptop, sound dock and clothes! I think there are more to come though! Yippeeeeee! =D

you made my life so much brighter. (: although today was spent on lying sick on the bed, ur mere presence was enough to chase away the fever n butterflies. thank you. =:D

2009-11-21T12:52:00.002+08:00

Browsed through photo albums on lappy and reminisce the lower secondary school days. Right above is sec one at the old MF campus in which is now Peirce Sec. But I think they shifted out too since it was a temporary campus for them a few years back. Above is taken after band performance at the NLB when I was sec two. Things have changed since and those days will just remain in our memories. (:

Yesterday was a dinner celebration my parents held in lieu for the promotion to year two next year. Japanese ala-carte buffet was superb, with dishes lined up specially for friends of the restaurant, which are mostly out of the menu. But that will be the price to pay for moving up to year two, meaning an intensive year without any slacks. Though currently its all fun in my mind, it still holds capacity to be prepared for December to be a month of intense revision. Life's hard...

One more day left and I'll be off to M'sia, visiting their historical and geographical sites, along with other YJians. This trip would be rather different from the rest of that I've been on, but nonetheless, company will be found. (: Currently half of SG25 is on their way to South Africa, going onboard a journey that is a once-in-a-lifetime experience. Also, Amanda is too away in Hong Kong and we hold high hopes for her to bring back goodies for Flower 6! Hahaha! xD

the trip will be enjoyable, no worries (:

2009-11-18T23:38:00.009+08:00

Sweetsweet days. Gonna get diabetics soon. Choy! LOL. (:

OP IS DONE! PW IS CLEARED! PROMOTION RESULTS ARE OUT! =DDD

Everything is over and now, time-tables are simply time consuming. Nearly having 2-hours straight of break and 1-hour breaks in between everyday, tempting us to have a break, head home and chill. And today's 2-hours break was well spent crashing into chemistry lecture. (: Chem can be rather fun to learn about but not for examinations purposes, just like all other subjects. Haha. Contradicting huh?.

Econs lecture will no longer be the same without Ms Aminah for our SG anymore... Although no more queuing up for the front rows and those mad booking of seats, her lectures are still missed due to the fast-pace that she brings us on. Mr Chong can be rather self-entertaing actually. (:

Overseas trip to M'sia can be rather forthcoming, in the aspect of having some time off reality. Although its just a short escape, it works better than none. (: Stuffs are still not packed into a bag, partly due to the fact that the bag has not yet been chosen.

Serious mood swings have been taking place, and it seems to be driving some people nuts. Hopefully its simply PMS but some things just happen without a reason. Just want to sleep on and never wake up... (:

Reaching out, holding u so close and tight... =:D

2009-11-08T20:37:00.004+08:00

Hectic week of project work, sending them for printing just in time for the final deadline. And in five days' time, we will be standing in front of the assessors along with our class, having our oral presentation assessed. All the best ppl! (:

Lately been considering purchasing a macbook due to this virus infected laptop that has given me problems too much to ask for. Despite it coming back from hospital, it has still failed to fulfil the basic requirement of the battery to be used. This battery would not last for more than a minute and I'm serious about it. Its going to cost a bomb of more than six hundred to replace it, in which it won't be sensible as getting a brand new laptop would do just fine. Ah well, wait and see then.

Lectures and tutorials had been a chore to do earlier this week, and its going to be worst next week. What's most forward-looking for us YJ-ians would be the following week, where the verdict will be out - retain or promote. Just gonna pray...pray real hard for the latter... (:

Missed an outing with the girls down to Mustafa. Awww... but will be making it up for them though. Anything u girls want? (: That reminds me. I have no idea why my tagboard cant be viewed with IE but only with MF. A little game had brightened my weekend, and totally looking forward to games during the weekends now! =D

Had been thinking a little over the week, but not exactly coming to any conclusion. Maybe I've been having too much of my own points of view that I turn them into the viewpoints of others' too.

2009-11-01T19:12:00.008+08:00

PW/MT intensive week is officially over. And tmr is officially the last day Chinese will be written down in words and get sent in for marking purposes. (:

Today was my cousin Eileen's wedding lunch. My mommy woke me up early in the morning and got us dressed up, rushing me to the hair saloon for the hair treatment. My hair is giving off a little bit of a weird smell actually. Haha. Ate a little and we made our way to the restaurant. Greeted my family and got ourselves seated. Lunch was served and we had a sumptuous Teochew meal. (:

Good news! My lappy has came back from the hospital last Friday and now its virus-free! Hooray! :D Now that its working a little faster than previously and it no longer denies me permission to my documents, I'm kind of hooked on to it. Failed to complete the powerpoint slides for the oral presentation plan, failed to study for the paper tmr, failed to do housekeeping... FAILED.):

Time to be studious for Chinese for the last time. (:

Sighhh. Mood-swing? Was initially surfing the net happily but suddenly got striked by moodiness and totally felt so irritable. Goshhh.): I dont know what's wrong. Sometimes I just lose this sense of security out of the blue, causing moments of guilt to overcome the happiness. I know I know... I should get rid of this but...I really dont know how.): Not all dark clouds have a solution to let the silver lining show.): Sorry...):

2009-11-01T18:24:00.006+08:00

A superbly amazing Flute Beatboxing! (: FBing and found it while reading Dawn's profile. She has videos uploaded that makes you go WOW. There is another one by TheFunTheory in which they came up with the Piano Stairs. Cool! (:

2009-10-26T21:11:00.007+08:00

First day of the PW/MT intensive week: indescribably.

The first lesson of the day was project work but due to the numerous groups that each teacher is assigned to, my teacher had to handle us all separately, leaving groups to have break. After our 2 hours worth of chinese, we waited while she was with the other class. In the midst of the long wait, we gossiped and it was true as to what was said - our class has changed since the first day we met. (: Positively and negatively, they are still changes. But nonetheless, it had been an awesome year to be part of SG25. (:

Sigh. At different phrases of life, we realized different things and morals. And one of the many issues I realized in these 17 years, through the hard way, was that a white lie would really serve more purpose than the truth. ):

i'm sorry that i've disappointed u. maybe...i shld have kept it mum. ):

2009-10-24T12:16:00.002+08:00

Girls, be strong. (:
We can do it regardless of what it takes.
Even if we fail, we will always have each other -
For a shoulder to lie on, for a ear to listen it out, for a heart to be cared about.
Happiness always. (:

2009-10-22T21:23:00.004+08:00

Post-promo mood: hanging in the air.
Been spending days away from school and all, doing stuffs that makes my day. (: Woke up early this morning and had this urge to change into school attire and make my way to school. However, fatigue overtook me and crashed my plans, allowing me to miss out an item from my bag. Argh.

Today and tomorrow are planned by the school to give us post-promo activities, digging at least a red ten bucks note out from each of our pockets. Seletar house is being given the privilege of the Go-Kart and we did the Reggae prior to that. But as usual, we girls spend our time away at the canteen munching our way and up to the library for some cooling down. Tomorrow will be kick-boxing and cup-stacking for Seletar house, resulting in us having alternative plans for ourselves. (:

Next two weeks are the intensive weeks for mother tongue and project work. Time table is out, but I've yet to check. Had a wonderful dinner out last night after band practice at Mayflower. Met up with Daffy, Linying and Miaoting, chatting and stoning our way through. Managed to take home our SGC finally. Heard a few gossips here and there but they are all out of reach. The last one was rather hard to accept although we did saw it coming. Sighhh... Life is so unfair.

A random feeling stirred within me today, causing my mind to swirl like how it used to. I blanked out for the afternoon upon those words hitting hard on me. But I know everything will be alright, because of you(:

2009-10-18T20:07:00.006+08:00

17th bday celebrations at MFM! :D

JAY(:

PROMOS ARE OVER.
This may come a little late but the time to celebrate will never have any time constrain. (: Ended all of my subject papers last Thursday. Currently in the midst of the 6days worth of self-proclaimed holiday till school reopens for the two intensive weeks of mother tongue & project work. But for now, everyday is spent in the embrace of happiness. (:

Last Thursday right after scribbling away 12 pages of geography, it was time-out. Had lunch with Amanda, Yuanhui & Wenjie at the jap foodcourt. It had been quite a while since we really stepped into Northpoint and had a meal. After that was a time of relaxation, near to mother nature with greenery surrounding the air. (: In the evening, met up with my mommy at Causeway Point for dinner. Had Seoul Garden, which we last had ages ago, and we ended up stinking ourselves. -.- Managed to buy two items which kept me really busy lately as a form of enjoyment for the post-promo days. Hehe. (:

I miss the girls~ Time to get our list of post-promo events going! =D

studying had never been more enjoyable. you made me love life so much more. all i've got to say, is that i meant every single word that i've said to you, and they are from the bottom of my heart. thank you(:

2009-10-03T15:12:00.005+08:00

that, was our first and last greeting.
if i had known it earlier, will things change?
you made my heart beat crazily with each glance my eyes took me across.
you made my mind blank every time you appear.
you made my tears flow uncontrollably each time your health deteriorates.
though we may no longer meet, we'll still lead the lives we're destined to.
take care, my friend. (:

sorry little boy... i'll recover from this. i promise. ♥

2009-09-29T19:26:00.006+08:00

Thank you girls. (:
Although I still have doubts about everything, but its great enough to know that you girls are always there, no matter rain or shine. (:
Me wishes you girls the best of luck! (:
Ying, Amanda&Yuanyuan, muacksss! XD

Three cheers to us dear girls! ♥♥♥♥♥

2009-09-28T19:17:00.009+08:00

Another day gone. Had PW meeting this afternoon for about 2 hours, skipping break and lit lecture. But managed to get the stuffs sorted out. Although more needs to be done, but at least we're on the right track. (: Ms Yeo took over our geog tutorial and she blabbered about how difficult our promos are gonna be and how we're still taking it so lightly and all. And it did work, I'm really scared now... ):

Awww had a really great pleasant surprise today on my way home. >.< Slept throughout the train journey and woke up with a sudden thought of an operation. Fear tickled down my spine. Although this feeling is no longer as strong as it was in the past, it still lingers like shadow every now and then. I'm sorry...

i really hope for all these to be real. no lies but all truths. (:
how gullible can I get....... X:

2009-09-27T18:11:00.002+08:00

Whoosh! Today's WR meeting at Mrs Vetri's house was cancelled coz she read through ours and commented for it to be g-o-o-d! Yay and thus I spent the whole afternoon packing and rearranging my room's furniture. (:

Shifted my bed out so that my study table can be utilized to the maximum rather than me continuously stack piles of wksht and never studied any. Although my room looks more cramped up but my study area is much spacious. Contradicting? Haha. In any ways, this most fortunate and happiest girl on earth received a pleasant surprise after all the hustle! >< thank youuu so muchy(:

Yep and now that my study area is spacious, I can finally study in my own room. Hopefully this 17 days left will be a fruitful 17 days to chiong through all the 4 subjects. Whee~ (:

2009-09-27T09:06:00.005+08:00

Out studying yesterday and fruitfully finished reading Disgrace after what seems like ages. (: Managed to understand a few concepts that the teachers had been going through finally but still not adequate to enter the examination hall in 16 days. Really starting to feel the stress of promos charging at us like mad dogs but yet I'm still here procrastinating. Lamenting on having no motivation when I've already got the best motivation at the back of my head...

Talked over dinner table with my mommy, korkor and Dawn. Poured out the thoughts running in my mind to mommy while the two of them were talking and kor overheard it and they commented. One of the matters discussed was my plans after As. I thought about it months back and planned to have a recess break but their comment on it was that I have to know what I want first or not I'll be wasting my time and losing out to the rest of the girls in my batch. But conclusion was for me to do well in my As first before taking the next big step. Fair enough. (:

Sigh I am scared of not even being able to get over promos based on my DW, CAs and the non-academic performances. Attendance... DW closing dates are up soon and hopefully I do not need to achieve really good grades to be able to promote. It's hard to even get the E to appear. ):

Dear girls, time for us to chiong our way through like never before alright?
Three cheers for ourselves! =D

i may be silly but i will hold on no matter what...
thankyou.(:

2009-09-25T02:16:00.006+08:00

♥ the pretty stoning girls! :D

the interesting paper cutting by amanda's bff (:

The WR craze is on. Yesterday would have been an excellent day for anyone to charge into YJC and perform an act of robbery, due to the sharp increase in the number of laptops in the JC1 cohort. I sat at the library basement doing my maths quietly at the corner, and down came the students, in groups of 5. There are groups with 5 laptops, and those who had less than that, they were hogging on the library computers. The comp lab was literally flooded. The hectic hours. But I wonder why not everybody is busy when today is a deadline assigned to the entire cohort for WR to be submitted.......

Econs lecture in the early hours of a Friday morning, how exciting. Luckily it is to last only for a week. The way people are pushing their way through for a seat, like it was the GSS going on was really mind boggling. The main purpose - to not be seated in the infamous last row. I've got to admit I was one of those who stood outside the LT door just minutes before the lecture, just like everyone else, waiting for the bell to ring and barge in. But every week of submitting ourselves to this scene is rather hilarious at some point in time. Haha. This is YJ for you. (:

the future seems so real, for the first time.
could it be true? (:

2009-09-24T22:47:00.003+08:00

A load off the mind. Things seem to be in a brighter light now although there are still hidden meanings hiding among the many happenings. A promise made will be kept to the end. 18 more days to go. 4 subjects to chiong. I have to make miracles happen... (:

Thank you for being there.
Y, i won't break our promise too. (:

2009-09-23T23:29:00.000+08:00

Yay purchased a new mobile phone yesterday evening! :D got a little mixed up with the choice of phones but ended up with this current one in which I'm on cloud nine upon using it today for the first time! 3 cheers for Nokia! (:

is it really the right thing to do...?
i swear, i no longer know how to hold myself back,
though im still trying hard. ):

2009-09-22T22:58:00.003+08:00

走在街上，望着茫茫人潮，不仅开始让脑子自由飞翔。。。

每个人都有自己的生命，各自的梦想，另类的生活方式。
但是，人与人总会有相遇的时机；
该碰面的，无论如何都会碰见的，逃不了。
不该碰面的，无论费再多的心思，也只得到一场空。

短斩的生命，让我们学着珍惜眼前的一切。
但是，有些事一旦过去了，挽回是很困难的。
是不是每一刻都值得珍惜吗？亲情，友情，爱情。
脑子镇定了，是时候面对现实了。

或许我们的相遇是命中注定吧。。。（：

2009-09-21T22:39:00.007+08:00

Changed blogskin. (:

Haha. Felt that the things I'm blogging about is not in coherent with the bubbly blogskin it used to be accompanied with so I decided to hunt on another more ideal blogskin. And tada! Here it is. Simple and lovely. (:

Randomly, I decided to cut the dead skin off the sole of my foot and sadly to say, I've cut a little too deep. Its bleeding non-stop now. But as it is at the sole, it kind of felt painless. Just wasting of tissue paper lah. -.-

Lately a few things happened. Namely, Amanda's bday celebrations at vivo&sentosa (cable-car!), my daddy's bday celebrations at Lawry's (oolala), my mommy went overseas without me for the first time in my life for four days (aww...), my god-bro bday celebrations at swensens&nihon mura (fooddd), went airport for thrice this week (coooool), GP&CL promos (most dreaded) and went out with the girls (mustafa!). :D

That should sum up for the happenings for the blog absence of 13days. Details are noted down on my diary actually, accounting for the laziness I have to blog it up online. Haha. Got this sudden urge to stop typing and grab a pen and jot down notes. -.-

is all of these worth it?

2009-09-08T12:11:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was a long but nice day out. Thank you. (:

Morning remedial was not at all very fruitful, with the only gain of getting back our AQ test. Nothing much to comment, just glad that I passed. Breakfast+Lunch=Brunch. Hehehe. The surprise brunch was the BEST after a dazed morning! :DD After that went back to beethoven room and practiced some songs. Rather depressing. So this is what happens when one finally lose interest in what one is doing and no longer puts in the effort to buck up...? ): Sigh. Still gotta settle my screwed up studies first before able to devote time back to music. Sometimes its not because of a single happening that cause one to think negatively, but it is this one disappointment that trigger the mind off to collate all unhappiness and equate out to emoness. ):

Currently listening to some emo songs found while reading blogs. Though not feeling emo at all. Aww.
守候着，永远的朋友。。。

2009-09-06T13:41:00.006+08:00

I dont know how am I feeling now. My morning was in ruins and so I slept in till around 12nn. But despite so, it was less than 6 hours worth of sleep. A random feeling that my existence might had been a threat to that of another. How will things be if I cease to exist? I want to treasure the final months left before a major exam comes and go, marking the end of the tomato days. The days are numbered. Looked back into time, only to be certain that things can no longer change. What's done is done. Will my past haunt my present? )':

P.S. iloveyou girls to the max.♥

2009-09-05T11:53:00.002+08:00

Wide awake. Woke up around 7am and stared into blank space. Fell asleep with a drop... sigh. I dunno. Suddenly feel there is no purpose in jotting down the thoughts running through my mind. Too much to say I guess... )':

2009-09-05T00:22:00.004+08:00

The full moon shone the night sky bright.
A walk in the park and 12 stars played companion through the lonely night.
I wished upon them with one sincere wish;
for you to be happy through 12 lifetimes... (:

A bad day it is for me yesterday and the bad day carries on to my reflection. My arm is having some sort of a muscle cramp today and this can be kind of sensational in a way. Cant really rotate my hand much. What a great way to start the September holidays...

Anyways there isnt really a holiday to start with. The first promo paper will commence in 14 days (gp), and another one in 18 days (lit). CA for econs is in 10 days too. Extra lessons are on the go, adding on will be PW. The idea of stress still haven really got into me. I seriously dont know what to do. I need to feel it... ):

2009-09-02T20:54:00.002+08:00

A random quiz found from facebook tags. Its rather wordy though. Just thought it is interesting to know how some quiz seems to be so true while others are really no idea what it is about. ):

[Part 1]

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

[Part 2]

Here is the analysis:

You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You strictly follow rules, and you expect other people to be the same as well. People can get tired of you easily, as you can make them feel a little guilty about themselves. You always make decisions on your own, and can be dismissive of other people's advice. You like to be the leader in groups, but can forget to be concerned about the people you are with.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

[Part 3]

Here is the analysis:

You are the type to fall quickly and passionately in love, but will commit to a person forever when this happens. When you choose to love someone, it's going to be a strong relationship and nothing will come between you and your lover. But beware: love can turn you blind, and the rest of the world might cease to exist while you are in that honeymoon phase. When you come down from your high, you may find you have neglected other people and things that you love.

[Part 4]

Here is the analysis:

Kind and Gentle

Your kindness is your charm - you are also gentle and sweet. Everybody likes to be around people with your personality. Like a psychologist, people like to talk to you to discuss their problems because you are proper and discrete, as well as confident. You look mature and people respect you. People with this kind of character are few and far between.

[Part 5]

You value your friendships: 75%

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

[Part 6]

How will you choose your Mr Right?

You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.

Who will be your future Mr Right?

Your future hubby will be lovely and sweet, but a little immature - possibly even a spoilt brat! This guy will trigger your maternal instinct. You'll always be willing to watch his back and clean up his mess. He might be the same age as you are or even younger.

When will you get married?

You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.

What sort of wife will you be?

You are a bit tricky. You might pretend to be a sensitive and caring wife in his eyes, but you'll be ready to laugh at him behind his back and eventually you may even leave him for another man.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?

You and your hubby will enjoy each other's company playing games until you're old. Whether you play tennis, golf, swim or even just go driving out of town, you'll both stay healthy and happy.

What will your children be like?

Your kids will be very naughty. They will often get into trouble but you will have a great time bringing these fun-loving kids up. They are lively and smart.

How loyal are you?

You are a cool chick! You pretend not to care about the many men you attract, but they just keep coming back for more. When you are married, you won't be a loyal kind.

[Part 7]

Here is the analysis:

You can take care of all members in the group very well. You make sure that everybody gets his or her plates during mealtime. You act like a caring mother all the time.

[Part 8]

Here is the analysis:

You are considerate so they will only get your smile as a reply.

[Part 9]

Here is the analysis:

The Artist

You love freedom and want to follow your heart's desires. You might not be at your best when dealing with other people. Once you are given the opportunity to work your chosen way, your gift will shine. A tip for you is not to concentrate too much on your own work, but widen your focus and consider the opinions of other people.

[Part 10]

Here is the analysis:

Your future friend: People with mature and strong character attract you. Your close friends are usually a tigress or a tomboy.
Your travel plan: In the future, you will often take overseas trips especially to modernized countries. You will get to explore Europe and North Asia like you always wanted.
Your future financial status: You are a big spender! You always spend on friends and luxury goods without feeling guilty. No matter how much you earn, you churn to match it. Your credit cards get thinner and thinner from frequent swipes. The figure in your bank account is not what you enjoy seeing.
The last period of your life: You can't stand being a lonely old lady so you will spend the last days of you life being a kind loving grandparent so that the kids will love to have you around.

2009-08-26T05:33:00.004+08:00

School is about to begin in 2 hours and econs test is to commence in 2.5 hours but I am prepared for neither. Managed to send out emails of our class photos and tag friends on facebook. It was rather embarassing to think about how did I play the piano with my eyes shut earlier this evening. Slept immediately after that and failed to wake up in time to study. This led to myself sitting up at my desk even before the sun has rise or the moon has set, since 3am. I couldn't help but to let my mind swim in a swirl of negativity...

Is all of these a blessing or a curse in disguise? Tears could flow faster than mudslides but yet smiles could be pasted right back up onto my face the moment you arrive. That very moment. If only I could wish for that moment to repeatedly take place for every single moment of my life. IF only I could... but i know i cant. )))':

Fatigue. Sometimes I see no point in sleeping. Loneliness creeps up on me everytime I close my eyes. It's as if something will be gone... Nevertheless, a smile on the face will keep questions away. (:

5 more days to go. Jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou jiayou!

2009-08-18T18:15:00.003+08:00

Maybe there isn't really anything to look forward to anyway...

Today began with a great big smile upon looking up the sky and made a wish. The same wishes I made so often that the stars are probably irritated with me. I wanna wish upon so many more stars just so that you guys will be alright. (: The star this morning was accompanied by the crescent moon and the purple clouds shone behind them beautifully. If only the star would always have company...

Assignments and tests are piling up like uno stacko but I am sitting here doing nothing about it. Promos are round the corner, in 56 days, less than two months away. Will I retain...

1 more day. Jiayou jiayou jiayou! :D

2009-08-16T15:28:00.004+08:00

小酒窝

我还在寻找一个依靠和一个拥抱
谁替我祈祷替我烦恼为我生气为我闹
幸福开始有预兆缘分让我们慢慢紧靠
然后孤单被吞没了无聊变得有话聊有变化了

小酒窝长睫毛是你最美的记号
我每天睡不着想念你的微笑
你不知道你对我多么重要
有了你生命完整的刚好

小酒窝长睫毛迷人的无可救药
我放慢了步调感觉像是喝醉了
终于找到心有灵犀的美好一辈子暖暖的好
我永远爱你到老

:DD light and nice!

2009-08-13T21:23:00.003+08:00

i no longer know what to do or say. my mind is swirling so much that it hurts. maybe i should just close my eyes and walk down the road, and never wake up to reality again....... )':

6 more days. Jiayou...

2009-08-04T22:12:00.008+08:00

BLANK.
a bad day. ):
hoping for tmr to be at least a bit better. then i can start munching happily again. )':
this aint going anywhere. cold war? or just self-inflicted pain? i didnt meant to hurt u...):
as for the other, i really miss u sooo much. but i know i dont have the rights to. ):

2009-08-03T22:21:00.002+08:00

why is this happening? where are you...? ))):

2009-08-02T16:47:00.008+08:00

I seriously need to reflect... I just freaking played away 3 hours worth of gaming on my ipod! :O And it ended only because my ipod switched off by itself. From almost full battery to no battery. T.T

Sudden realization that I've slacked back a lot, like really super duper a lot. Not that I've been hardworking but its just that I haven been handing in assignments and haven done any revision. Econs was done off with having no impression what happened from the start to the end. Now there's a new booklet to start again. Geog is like hopeless. I really don't know what to do but apparently I cant just give up. ): Lit is another gonecase. Not been touching Disgrace since the switch of teachers, which is before the blocks. Poetry is bleahx and so is prose. And there will be a test soon. Pray loh. Maths CA test this thursday. Ehh after band go home chiong like mad dog. Chinese, haha, owned. GP is horrendous. BANG HEAD ON WALL!!! ))):

Heh totally looking forward to breakfast everyday! :D But the morning rush is really getting into me. Got a little lecturing from my family ytd about lateness. Haha. :X One more week, then I'll start to go school a little earlier. Just one more week...

17 days left. Jiayou!
u'll be alright. i'll always be praying, just for u... (:

2009-07-29T21:46:00.009+08:00

So the report is out. The hole...the frigging hole that kills. How ironic. I've knowingly walked into a black hole and now there's literally a hole right there. Everything is not fixing up right. But, don't worry because everything will be fine, one fine day. I'll pray. Hold it there and put on a facade, girl. (:

Chinese presentation on CCC today and it got by rather smoothly, only that the audiences aren't really engaged. But that's rather normal coz during CCC, we weren't engaged in the talks either. Haha. Only remembered this aged man singing his lecture away and 小寒老师 with her lecture on the genres of songs. Yuanhui took a video and Amanda can be heard to be giving funny comments which are so not relevant. Hahaha. Had a good laugh today with Amanda and Yuanhui for their nonsensical nonsense. Thanks a lot girls! (:

a facade to hide away all emotions, except the unrealistic cheerfulness to fool everyone, including myself.
why did i ever existed... nobody really cares. )':

2009-07-28T22:05:00.014+08:00

Bleeding deep inside... This should never had happened, really. To realize that I'm not alone makes me feel like killing my footsteps and stop everything - I need a superglue. I've seen it coming from the start and it never exactly bothered me till now, and I don't know why. For once, being alone is all that I wish for (not literally).
Its like knowing it will be a black hole but still willingly walk into it and get sucked in... A familiar quote that needs to be forgotten. Shoots. I tried to break free from it whenever possible, take things less seriously, but to no avail. I really lost control, help...

How I yearn for a doctorate to understand what is happening...
Damnit I suck. )))))))':

today is the 170th day. why does it still feel like it all happened ytd?
i dont deserve anything... pls be well. i'll pray.

2009-07-25T16:32:00.001+08:00

A sudden urge to go out to scream it all out, cry it all out and then live life like it was never better than before.
If only everything can be let go so easily... ):

2009-07-23T18:16:00.004+08:00

Today, is the earliest timing that I've ever reached home, since like forever. But of course, it came with a pile of assignments that are all due tmr. Guess there won't be enough time to sleep tonight? Sigh. Had listening comprehension today and it was a little badly done. The qns are really tricky. My mind was floating away, with wetness blurring my vision, leading to myself having quite a few careless mistake. 10 qns only and I made mistakes. ):

Super hungry today. Had bread this morning and not ate a single solid food since then. Totally lost my appetite thanks to the triple attack of the formidable ulcers. The best part is, the most tormenting ulcer only appeared this morning, at the tip of my tongue. I assume I bite myself in my dream last night? Zzz wth.

24 days left. 109 days to go. Jiayou!

2009-07-22T22:33:00.004+08:00

A very bad day it is today. Totally no appetite at all and feeling so dejected... ): Maybe its all in the mind, making me spin like I'm on a speedo merry-go-round that will never seem to end. Argh zzz!

GPP is so horrible. It just strike me today when we were discussing then suddenly it was mentioned that we dont have enough time to even work on our current topics, nevertheless to say, change the topics. Zzz the world is falling apart. A level is horrible. ):

Hmwk load piling up like dont know what.
DIE! ):

2009-07-18T20:47:00.012+08:00

A sudden optimism in life! :D

Currently as I'm blogging, I hear the sound of fireworks but cant seem to see any. ): My housing block is like the shortest and its located at the most inner-skirt of the estate here thus explaining why I can only hear the dumb fireworks. But what's the random occasion...?

Heh. Today's breakfast was super duper delicious! >_< Met up with Wenjie at cafe cartel and as usual, my lateness is within expectation. Oh mannn. I wanna be earlier than him for once... ): We made our orders and ate their bread first. Bread+butter+sugar=nicenice! (: French toast+sunny sideups=nicenicenice! :D Hmm but felt a little too full after a while and slowed down my eating pace. Then someone itchy itchy hands, go play with the eggs after he finished his meal. Naughty wor. Haha! XD This is the evil smiley. The other chili smiley is with him. LOL.

Next we went to play pool! Yay today we upgraded from 8ft to 9ft table! Hahaha! But the 9ft table is against me... Extremely against. ): Thus, I have no choice, but to visit this new table friend more often! Haha! XP At least now the white ball wont keep jumping off like last week's. Self-encouragement wor. Haha! Okay now tu di shall give all the credits to my shi fu - Wen Jie! ^-^

After that had lunch at MOF (tamago+ice cream=nicenice!) before heading home to sleeppppp. Had this really really sweet dream that I bet its a dreamland majority wants to enter and nobody would want to leave. (: Well, but its a dream afterall.

2009-07-15T20:41:00.006+08:00

Yiting is a horrible&terrible girl. ):
She should feel remorseful and repent. ):
I wanna be sick... )':

2009-07-12T20:19:00.015+08:00

HAHAHA. Life is so unpredictable. No time for emoness. (:

或许吧。
生命，就是那么地可贵，根本就不能浪费每一分，每一秒。
没有人可以料到明日或明年的一切，所以现在的每一个时刻，是值得珍惜，值得拥有的。
XD

2009-07-09T21:47:00.002+08:00

What's wrong with that woman?! Hate that woman seriously. All she does is complain and being freaking sarcastic. Big deal. Do whatever you deem fit. I can roll eyes and look out the windows for all I want. She, has absolutely NO power over my eyes. I just need to get my grades to prove her wrong. Shoots.

On a lighter note...there's no lighter note actually. Suddenly feel very disturbed, distracted, as if something is pressing me right down. Like on the verge of another breakdown. Shoots lah. How many times must this happen before everything could just pause, and I could just disappear...? Wth I cant continue...

Why wont you go to the doctor? Why cant I know... )':

2009-07-07T21:15:00.006+08:00

Okay. I really don't know whether to say its a blessing in disguise that everything turned out this way. I won't be hoping for the better but just that it'll all end well. How well, I don't know. Bad things happened today and they all piled up much faster than the hmwks. First is the change of the teachers then the seating plan which is apparently useless. Next few issues are the ones breaking the final breath. Sigh. Hang in there guys...

But then again, there's always a silver lining behind every grey cloud. Maybe the change will bring us good, maybe the seating will keep the virus away. However, the sheer fact that there will always be friends around you to help you up in times of despair, sadness and fear seems to be chased away as if they are now afraid to hunt you down, that feeling is like being on cloud nine or even better! ^^

Today, the seventh night of july, is NICHOLAS LIM & BENJAMIN LIN JIAWEI's birthday! :D

2009-07-05T17:41:00.005+08:00

Ahh pocket got a big hole already... ): The presents' are all piling up due to negligence during the blocks. Hopefully can get all settled and seal up the hole again. Then get busted again soon by movie tickets. Haha. Time to claim back all borrowed money. Muahahaha...

Stoned the day away by watching the korean serial, Who Am I? till around 2pm. Had mcdonald's breakfast hotcakes! Heh. After that practiced the piano and realized I lost a book! ): Its a series of Jay Chou's pop songs and i-l-o-s-t-i-t...! ): Continued on with updating my diary book and decided to go online to buy some stuffs. Hahaha. I just refuse to do the chinese hmwk. Compo and movie review. Lalala~

2009-07-04T15:11:00.003+08:00

Blocks are OVER! (: Now its the part of receiving the results... Chinese results are posted online and yada yada. A level oral will be done in 16 days. This long weekend, with the cancellation of the cross country (haha!), it will all be about getting away from the books. (:

Thursday after the last dreadful paper, we hung around in school and had lunch while Yuanhui did GPP and Xiuqing did history project. Weizi, Wenjie and I went to the beethoven room and slacked. Played the piano while waiting then was on the line with Amanda when Xiuqing was done. Then when Yuanhui was done, we went to amk! Wanted to play pool but we were in uniform. -.- Xiuqing's phone got a bit of problem that's why ended up we nvr receive msg to bring extra tee. Haha! Went to kbox instead. Omg it was disastrous after our arrival! (X Saw quite a few YJCians around too. Around 3+, Wenjie came then we went to watch Transformers 2! Woo awesome movie! :D Waiting for the third sequel. Heh. After that went back to kbox and did a mini video recording. Hahaha! (inside joke) Went off to Suntec with Wenjie to scott for stuffs and had subway for dinner! (:

Friday was a little high. Went down to my mommy's shop after she claimed that I have not been spending time with her. Aww. Haha! Waited till she's done with her work then we went down to Orchard area. Started off at Heeren's to have Fish&Co for dinner and coincidentally met my uncle and his family. Decided to have our dinner tgt then. Long time no see. Haha. After that scott off to buy a pair of braziliano praia from NUM. Yay! Then saw something that is so pretty! XP

Today was spent laying in bed till 10+ due to waking up in the middle of the night. Haha! Suddenly wake up and stared blankly. Supposingly it was due to the dream but I always cant rmb what i dreamt of the moment I wake. Can only rmb like 1 out off 100 dreams. -.- Wanted to start using the new ipod my brother bought a year ago but...gave up coz the latest version of itunes refuse to load. >:(

2009-07-01T16:37:00.008+08:00

Woo shiok! Woke up at around 11am. (: Haven been sleeping nor eating since Saturday till now. Keep sleeping ard 2am then wake up at ard 4am to chiong studies. Finally had a proper meal of jap dinner+swensens dessert ytd with my family. We ate till we dropped. (X

Digged around my room for diaries that I used to write in the past just now. Sudden urge to read everything again. My handwriting used to look so horrible back in 2000. And I used to spell disappear as 'dissarpper'. Gosh. There's this entry that goes like this: (i was only primary 2 okay!)

Today there are not much thing to say, so I just say what did I do in school. Today afternoon, while school time, I am listening to the homework. While PE time, I was damn tiring to bounce the big ball. It waste my 2100% engry. After PE, I felt very tiring to walk back to my own class, so I walk very slow. While I reached to class, I drank many water before the other PE pupils came. After school, I felt more and more tiring to walk with my bag. Today, I had a wonderful time after school and before school time! That's all for today!

WTH! I actually listen to hmwk and bounce ball. :O But a lot of reminiscing and I really miss those days back then. Oh I used to have eye candies too. Even in primary school. Heh. (X But back them we just say "I like him/her", not "I eyecandy him/her" lah.

Celebrated Wenjie's birthday ytd after our papers, at the beethoven room. (: Bought for him a transformers (optimus prime!) choco sponge cake and relighting candles. Hahaha! Super hilarious seeing him blow, blow, and blow. Darren even suggested him to play more clarinet. Finally all was blown, leaving Weijie so engrossed with playing it. Wenjie then peacefully cuts his cake for us all to eat till Weijie went over and "what's this???" The next thing we know, all hands on Wenjie! Cream him! And all of us ended up wiping cream on each other, even pasting the transformers sheet onto each other's face while chasing round the whole school. Wenjie got it the worst! Birthday boy! :D

Tmr is the last paper - maths. Another 3 hours paper. ): Monday had econs and literature, 2.5 and 3 hours respectively. Ytd had 3 hours of geography. Our hands all aching like mad. Hopefully tmr will be great and can go out to watch Transformers 2, again! :D

whywhywhy? )': ppl do care for u. u dont have to wait till u're dead before ppl start appreciating u. no such thing. nth bad will happen to you. please... nth bad. ur checkup will be alright. i'll pray for u. please... let nth bad happen. please be alright!

2009-06-26T02:10:00.004+08:00

Woo! Played facebook games like some addict and managed to complete Sushi no Suki. Hahaha. Cursed and sweared at the customers, especially those who keep having spasms when they don't get their food. Played some memory games too but I cheated a little. :X Cant take it anymore then decided to leave facebook. Dug my head into the game since ard 11pm. o.O

Today was another of a day out for my youngest aunt's birthday celebrations. Started out the day with rushing out of the house. My mommy suddenly had this urge of going out for a movie this holiday, at least once, even if next week is the blocks. Thus we rushed to catch Transformers 2! Yay! No regrets and looking forward to watching it again! :D

After that we joined my aunt and all at the karaoke. This time round, the system and choice of songs are much better, but the service is horrible. Bought a mickey&minnie cake for my aunt. Haha. Later my second aunt & uncle came and we had dinner around esplande area together. Saw this stall selling kaya fondue. Never tried but think it'll be weird. Hah!

Basically something great just happened today! Heh. *grins widely* (X

2009-06-22T23:26:00.003+08:00

Yawn. Just reached home from having a whole day out today. Celebrated my mommy's bday by going to The Line at shangri-la hotel for lunch. Its kind of classy there, with the whole concept being white and orange. Pretty. Seafood was our first go, with italian and local food next on the list. After that was just random picks of food from all over, but with least of a repitition. The dessert was stunning. Tiramisu, jelly, choco puff, macaroons and lots of other small cute ones. The fondue fountain was a usual, with pancakes for a different taste. They even had the ice-cream cold table where they mix in bits of random stuff. Mine was strawberry ice-cream mixed with gummy bears and oreo chips. My brother and Dawn had theirs mixed with this brandy cherry stuff. It got them a little tipsy. Haha. Oh, the three of us actually shared this Crying Willow cocktail. Excellent. (:

Next was karaoke. Its our family thing to actually have a sing-song session as celebrations. Interesting in a sense. Had a little bickering along the way due to my brother and father directing Dawn at the same time, with both being really stubborn. I just slept my way through, as usual. Oops. Arrived and was disappointed with the state of the place. Seriously. The sound system is horrible, with only ONE room occupied, which is our room. One manager and one waitress throughout the hours we were there. Nevertheless we wont waste our money, so we sang till the last song and went for dinner nearby. Chat across the table about clubbing and my family agreed that when I turn 18, they will introduce clubbing, officially to me. Cheers. :D

And here I am now, typing with half my eyes shut and planning how am I supposed to study 4 subjects all by this week. With two days off for bday celebrations plus another day to prepare presents, I'm left with 4 lovely days. One day one sub, bingo. ):

2009-06-21T18:13:00.005+08:00

Read through blogs of my primary school friends and realized how much I've lost contact with them. It seems as if we're all in different worlds, spending our lives to our own ideas of fullest. I think its time for me to really sort out my own life. (:

Slacked the holidays away and now lamenting on why MOE refuses to give us the extra one more week. Been thinking how should life carry on after school reopens, like where should we have our lunches now that the old canteen is gone, where should we have our dinners...? Okay this is not working out. LIFE CARRIES ON GIRL. ):

Family dinner ytd! My granny cooked dinner, and we had dessert prepared by my brother and his girlfriend, Dawn - tiramisu and banana muffins! My cousin Nat prepared chocolate-coated marshmallows too! Oh, my mommy broods over why I don't dress like Dawn. Haha! By the way, she dolls herself in dresses and heels, with her beautiful tanned dancer legs shown. Hmm I guess the reason is clear now. Hahaha.

Photos and videos of the chinese cultural camp are now posted online. Our skit performances too! Had a good laugh at it once again. :D Oh! Last friday was OPWO band concert at NUS. Met up for lunch with Darren & Yuanhui at cityhall area. He was really pissed that day though. I'm sorry... ): Walked around and we went on to play pool. First game! Totally looking forward for a next round already. That day was a really coincidental day. All of us met our friends around. For me, I met Shuting! Never really expected any of us chinese campers to meet on the streets (most of them are malaysians). Fate works like magic. Celebrated Ying's bday right after the concert. The cake is nice. We had dinner together with Yuanhui's friends and we all ended up stranded in Clementi at 12midnight. Hahaha! In the end, we took 165 to amk, with Darren, Ying and I dropping off on the way to hail a cab. Ying was hilarious with her precaution. Reached home at 1am. (:

Last wednesday, MCB had their post-SYF celebration dinner at Sakura. Some of us seniors went back and joined in the dinner. The raw seafood are really sumptuous and we digged in like nobody's business. Well, we did foot our bill. Haha. Kwangyong was a little late, claiming he was studying before receiving Luqman's call. Trust him for it. Talked with Mr Tan and Ying, mostly gossiping about our YJC life. Oh gosh. Totally scandalous! Took lots of photos, camwhoring even on our way to the mrt station. Daphne & Miaoting had their cameras flooded with photos. Dinner was great and catching up was even better! :D

On a random note, I am totally eager for september holidays to come, so that I can cut my hair! :D

2009-06-14T16:49:00.005+08:00

Celebrated fathers' day at a hotel buffet last night. (: Its some sort of ala-carte buffet of chinese food. Haha. My daddy's favourite - anything chinese. Brought Nathaniel, my god-brother cum cousin out too. He's so much like his daddy. They look alike, act alike, and eat alike. My uncle don't like vegetables, don't take seafood but yet he loves eating prawn crackers. =.= LOL funny guy. Thus, his son, ate only sweet&sour pork and rice for the whole dinner. Oh. They both don't like abalone, shark's fin, those kind of food too. They are really people NOT to bring to buffet. Haha! But my auntie on the other hand, is just like us - we eat like there's no tomorrow. (:

The food was kind of good lah but the service was horrible. Seriously. The food can take ages to come so we decided to cancel orders. Waiter waiteresses super impatient. Heh. On a brighter note, they serve vegetarian food too. (: After that saw these 2 nightclubs nearby. Both the doors open as the performers inside come out for fresh air. One has girls dressed in cheongsan while the other has guys dressed in V-necked, both genders being quite revealing. Haha! Yep, one nightclub is for women and the other for men. Cool huh.

2009-06-14T15:47:00.008+08:00

Woohoo! June holiday is so not a holiday. Spent first week going to school for lessons and ended up many a time in the library due to cancellation of lessons. Relationship programme was good and funny but it would be great if it lasted for more days. Leroy, our speaker had really a lot to share with us as a form of motivation. Next was the post-SYF performance on 050609. Zzz. Spent 2 nights wasted from waiting backstage for our turn to rehearse 5 mins on stage. Performance was rather successful as rumors speaks it all. (: That was the last time on stage with the JC2s as the YJ band. All the best, seniors! :D

Day 1 This week was having chinese cultural camp (CCC) at NUS. Together with Ying, Mingchee and Sandy we started off with meeting at the station with the rest of the campers on Tuesday. Arrived at PGPR and we were given a transponder each which leads us to our hostel. Woo! One room each! We settled down and got into our groups. Ying, Mingchee and myself were together in 伏羲 with 12 other members. We had our ice-breaker games and lunched. Next up was lectures. Zzz... Oops. >< After that we had a workshop on 面塑 in which we did a penguin each. Heh.

Day 2 Ying and I managed to woke up early despite watching movie the night before till 2 plus. Chinese hmwk loh. Haha. We did another workshop on 剪纸 in which we cut out different forms of 双喜. Quite hilarious. Lectures were a little...ahem. Oops. After lunch we played games! 众仙下C洋。 Played with balloons, 两人三脚 soccer, Q&A and flour. Haha! Quite fun actually. Apart from a few bruises along the way. Haha. Next was our 蟠桃晚宴! Super cool and the food is delicious! (: Had our 喊标 with the "money" we earned from playing games that afternoon. The games in between was rather entertaining. Haha. Ying and I had our turn playing the 默契游戏。Hah! Quite a tiring day. After that our group met at around 12am to discuss for our skit performance the next day. Yawn...

Day 3 Ying had to enter my room to wake me up. Heh. Slept ytd while doing hmwk again. Aiyah dont do already lah. Had another workshop doing 月饼 and we proceeded on with about 3 hours to practice our skit. Our group leader Weijie managed to catch the main points and we altered the script to a comedy. Haha! Our group is marvelous man! Shuting's part especially. Ying was the scorpion monster while I was the chicken. =.= Funny script. Haha! We then had lunch and finally...showtime! We were the 9th group so it was a little of waiting time. Haha. Nervous sia. And it was not long before our group went onstage... TADA! WE WON! :D

Yay! 伏羲 won the best skit while 神农 won for 喊标-ing the most items the night before. The 姐妹队won! :D Next was photo taking sessions and we were given a certificate each. And it was time to go... 国锦，慧珊 & 晓萍 our group leaders, you guys wont be forgotten! 这个夏天真的不一young. (:

And that marks the end of CCC. Went for band practice on Friday. Sigh the band looks, feels and sound so different. But in anyways, we played a few songs, tuning and watched videos. Left with Yuanhui to meet Darren around his area. Heh. (: We went to watch Drag Me To Hell. Kinda planned to watch it like 2 weeks ago and finally here we are. Had dinner first and walked around a bit. And its 7.20pm, time to enter... Geez. The show is freaking SCARY! Kept screaming and Yuanyuan kept her bag covering her face. Haha! Darren was laughing lah. But the show kinda hilarious too. Oops contradicting but yeah, worth the money. XD Then we went to entertain ourselves at the Circle Line after having Ya Kun toast for supper. Its amazingly huge lah. Like the NorthEast line at Dhoby Ghaut there. Then we separated to go home...AND we met again. LOL! Darren lah. We realized never take photos so I gotta take a train back just to take photos together. =.= but worth while lah of course. And we really bid goodbye. (:

Looking forward to next outing! Got a few shows on the waiting list to catch. Haha. But studies first lah. Block test in 2 weeks' time and I haven even touched any notes. ): Apples&Bananas...

2009-05-24T21:13:00.007+08:00

It beats me how things turn out this way. But it's a lot better for us both now. A gentleman you are. Thank you so much. Avoidance is really so NOT working. We've got our studies to focus on and our own lives. I really dont know how I'm feeling but I know I wasnt thinking further than what I thought I will. I fantasize a lot but not in this instant. It's amazing how the days just passed like that. To me, time is of extreme significance especially now that the year 2009 is gonna be a hard year to pass by. Every single moment is being treasured.

Perhaps friends? (:

2009-05-24T13:26:00.004+08:00

WTH I just did something so unbelievable! >< facebook is driving me nuts!

Heh haven been blogging for more than a week. Basically been doing work all day and have lots of dinner. Haha! Managed to squeezed out 2 essays (econs & geog) in 3hrs when I woke up at 4am on Friday morning. But I think I crapped through them though. Zzz...

Went for the maths trail ytd and WOW! Firstly I didnt even signed up for it thus only intended to tag along as some passer-by with Valerie, Weizi, Xiuqing & Yuanhui's group. Met at around 6.30am and travelled to harbourfront to have breakfast at macs. I really dont know what "inspired" me to wake up so early for sth I'm not even in. HEH! XP Reached and realized Shaoqi's grp got an absentee so Valerie joined them and I joined WXY's grp.

The best part is our first station. PURE LUCK. ^^ We took nearly an hour to solve it and didnt even managed to get the answer. Zzz. P&C qns. The station masters kind of like pity us and gave us the answer. Haha! Super funny lah. Then we went to look for our 2nd station. This is the "BEST" OF THE BEST. We asked a security guard how to go to the place in the clue sheet. He pointed to the woods and told us to walk there. -_- And that is how we ended up walking within the woods, as if we were back in Bintan. WTH! Reached our 2nd station at like 11.45am or sth. Finished it and the trail was over at 12nn. =.=

Haha but we took a few photos whilst climbing the hill. Saw a few mini waterfalls too. After that we all went back to vivocity. Weizi & Xiuqing went on to a search for bags in Bugis whilst Yuanyuan and I went to meet Darren. Haha! First time we're earlier than him! :P He had a haircut! Looks neater but a little weird too. Had lunch then went window-shopping. Bought tickets for Night At The Museum 2 at 6.35pm then continued shopping. Haha! Had fun browsing shops esp the pet shop! So cuttteeeee! Saw Nicholas and Justin there too. Justin sun-tan till he's like brownish black now. -_- Nicholas looks super white with him. Haha!

NATM2 was rather hilarious but the first serial is better, as usual. Cant wait to watch Ice Age 3! The dumb squirrel is so entertaining! Had dinner after that and left vivo around 11.30pm. Haha. Sometimes we also dont know what we're doing throughout the day but always end up going home at super late hours. But it will always be a funny day out. (:

Now its time for lunch. Sigh. How I wish I could slow the time down... These moments are really the best of what we could ask for. ):

2009-05-13T23:56:00.002+08:00

Heh just bathed after reaching home late. (:

Today had this track&field meet after school under the scorching sun. -_- Kinda a bit sian sian with the running here and there. But also uber excited throughout. :D Sat with Miaoting, Darren and the usual gang of Amanda, Weizi, Xiuqing and Yuanhui at the Seletar first row. Cheered like mad at times. Valerie and Shaoqi joined us later during the meet. The cheerleading was a little worth of entertainment especially the winning team, Peirce. Cartwheels and all! Rodney's one not bad too. The guitar part of their signature Stand By Me was awesome!

Went for dinner with Amanda, Darren, Wenjie and Yuanhui at northpoint. Joked a lot as usual. Haha! Then had a little misunderstand whilst on the way back to the mrt station. Ouch ouch! >< Walked Amanda to her bus stop then went off for a quick bite with Yuanhui at amk hub. Heh. We ended up studying till 10+ at mos then went to macs for dinner till around 11pm. We both managed to complete our GP essays though. Yays. (:

Currently no time for any more thoughts to fill my mind. Shall dig my head into studying as a form of relief. BE STUDIOUS. (:

2009-05-12T19:09:00.005+08:00

oh my mommy please save me
i'm suffocating under the very words of the masses
its so hard to even breathe
tears dripped away with every thought of it
why why why....... ):

Woke up a little later than usual but ended up strolling to school. Today the vegetarian stall was closed and thus ate sandwiches. Keep having this strong hunger inside but yet refusal to buy anything to eat. No appetite sia. ): Suddenly today is such a lethargic day with a constant sense of lost and loneliness. So not looking forward to sports day tmr. Bleeding starting so late so sure chop end late also. Wth.

Sudden urge to cry out and forget everything that has happened, but I know people will remind us about it once again tmr and always. Damnit. Eatshit. Fcuk. )':

2009-05-11T10:53:00.004+08:00

Woke up kinda early this morning due to hotness! Decided to turn on the air-con and woke up 2hours later at 8am. Haha. Within these 3 hours of slacking, I managed to play some songs and uploaded a few photos on facebook. This laptop seriously need to go hospital soon. IE starting to lag, MF being blocked by virus and internet connection keeps getting disconnected. Argh.

Celebrated mothers' day at a hotel buffet dinner last night. The food choice is kinda limited when comparingly it with the price of freaking $52++ per person. But my aunt has some kind of discount so it kinda lighten the load of the bill. Haha. Ytd had this sudden fetish for fishy last night thus I ended up eating only the fish, laksa, soup and dessert. My mom wants to kill me lah. Oops... Bought some gifts for my mommy too. (:

TODAY is the day that I have to complete 4 days worth of hmwk and revision in just one freaking day. Cant sleep till everything is done. Aww... ):

2009-05-10T14:54:00.004+08:00

Good afternoon world!

Had a wonderful day out ytd with Darren and Yuanhui. :D But it started off bad coz Yuanhui and I were late. Feel uber bad esp when Darren always remain calm about it and tells us "its okay". Argh why he so nice luh. SORRY! ><

We walked around Velocity for a while in search of a place to have lunch. Yuanhui had a family buffet in the morning so she was too full for more food. Haha. Ended up at Subway and we shared this foot long sandwich, with the meal upsized and a cookie for us each. Super funny. Darren was like happily thinking of a shared meal then he realized that my only choice of sandwich was the veggie delight and he went "oh shit!" Haha! But we ended up eating the subway melt with lots of veggie in it. (: First meat after a month. Then we sat there and chat for hours...

Finally our butts ached and we proceeded on with window shopping. Haha. Ended up eating waffles and cheese/choco balls after walking a while. Were talking about many stuffs along the way and we decided to find our way to United Square for the Toy'R'Us. Haha! We were playing with toys there and had a little "animal fight". LOL. It was those puppet toys lah. Suddenly Yuanhui and I were feeling a little playful and we sneaked off whilst Darren was in front... XP He found us lah and he was like "you two very bad leh." Aww...

After that it was epic! We saw this ONE neoprint machine but Darren refused to take neoprint shots. ): So we ended up using our own mobiles to take photos of ourselves INSIDE the machine. LOL. Took super lot of photos and some with funny faces in which Darren looked evil and Yuanhui was super white due to the lighting. Haha. Then got others wanted to take real neoprints so we went out. Found this huge mirror outside a dance studio and we camwhored. :D

Sadly, United Square has reached its closing hour so we gotta leave the building. BUT nothing can stop us from chatting more. HAHA! We proceeded on to Udders! Its a ice-cream shop basically but an unique one. The flavors of the ice-cream are so real! Its as if the durian and strawberry were grinded into ice-cream! We were choosing between tira-miss-u or rum rum raisin as our 3rd flavour but Darren...! When the girl told him that rum&raisin contains the highest hint of alcohol, he choose tiramisu. >:( DWWJ! He was like "you two naughty naughty want alcohol!" HAHA! But all of its flavours are really delicious. Drew our personalized icon (created by Darren) on the walls and took photos. (:

After that we finally went home since it was really late. Reached the mrt station around 11.45pm I think. Haha! It beats us sometimes what did we chat till time flies without our knowledge. But it was nevertheless, always the most enjoyable day we'll have. Well...you learn a new thing everyday. (:

No matter how time flies, the times spent together will never be forgotten...
The YJSB maids - Aminah, Maria, Mariam, Marias, Siti, Yati.
The FAMILY and dinner gang...

2009-05-09T12:39:00.007+08:00

OOPS! Went to check msn history just now and realized that I slept WHILE chatting with Yuanhui this morning after ending the phone conference. >< Woke up super late today and if its not because of Wenjie's call I would probably still be sleeping now. I turning into panda pig soon. Aww...

Yati's farewell party got postponed to next week thus more time to prepare pranks on Yati. Haha! Shall go and bathe now in case later go out late again. Meeting at Toa Payoh first. I CANT BE LATE! But people always say, the nearer it is, the later the arrival time. Heh. I totally agree. (:

HAPPY VESAK DAY!

On a random note: Tmr is the "big" day! Meat meat meat. ):

2009-05-09T02:45:00.005+08:00

Heh. (: Just ended a phone conference with Darren and Yuanhui and it was a super duper hilarious one. I didnt find myself easily amused till just now. Haha! It started off with Yuan's family celebrates vesak day and we thought she didnt pick up her phone due to that. BUT we called her again and realized she was sleeping. =.= Then we proceeded on talking about the guy stuffs too. HAHA! It beats us how energetic we were lah. But Darren's casual jokes will never fail to make us laugh madly despite the timing. LOL. ^^

Yay today will be a fun day. (: Went to help out CCS with SYF at ACJC ytd (friday). Super funny lah. And it was agreeable that the cast did their best on stage and there's hope for gold or more. (: But a bit sian there coz didnt really managed to help out much since we werent sure what has really been happening. And it was really not because of dont know what cip hours that we went to help. Our apologies.

Skipped school for two days straight and there's a lot of lessons missed. ): Didnt even know there'll be an econs reflection ytd. Probably will fail it. Haven even finished revising the 2nd set of econs notes, so dont even need to mention about the 3rd set. My study life is screwed lah. Its seriously time for relection and WAKE UP!!! Next week maths CA then followed by block tests already. Time flies like dunno what...
i'm afraid to tear......

2009-05-08T00:08:00.008+08:00

SILVER!

Today is YJCSB's big day! Was running a little late today for school but Yuanhui ended up being earlier than Darren and I lah. Surprise! Her story was all about pure luck. Hmpf! Haha. Had band practice in the morning then had lunch break. After which we changed into our attire and everybody looked smart, handsome and pretty! According to the principal lah. Haha!

We finally no longer require the service of the china drivers due to the time they wasted from the previous trip to TRCC at RP. Ended up being kinda early for syf and we all started to take lots of photos everywhere. Haha! There's this one photo which Yuanhui and I were feeling uber touched with - OUR FAMILY! :D we'll miss YOU!

Finally the moment had arrived... We entered the stage, rather relaxed and prepared, due to the long wait outside which calmed us down. Stared at the panel of judges and our audiences; the stage is now OURS! Seniors recorded our pieces and evidently, today was our best performance we've ever staged or ever practiced. Everything came up with the right feel. We were confident of attaining our dream award, for the first time after the exchange. No matter what other bands may or have already commented on us, we have already proved ourselves and there's nothing neither they nor us could change. Reality. We've maintained our silver. (:

♥ Joshua Yong Koi Oon aka Yati! We'll all miss you! ><
♥ And to all the seniors esp in our FAMILY, we love you and you guys will definitely be missed too! ^^
some words are better translated through feelings rather than words. ♥ (sounds horny but dont care.)

2009-05-06T23:57:00.002+08:00

Today is a LAUGHING DAY! :D

School was as usual with a little running late. And Darren claimed that we scared him today. Haha! The temperature taking thing is like so troublesome lah. But good in a way that if we're dozing off in class at 11.10am, we will definitely have to wake up and walk back to our CTG venue. Cool eh! But sometimes it eats into our break times. Aww.

GP today was entertaining. Separated into 2 groups for next week's debate session. Mr Heng today super PMS. Really dont know what exactly was the cause of it and we didnt ask. Our group was on the proposition that "It is better to be married than to be single." We had a good time speaking our mind aloud of our secret desires. HAHA! Dozed off whilst doing chinese compo today. Oops. Seriously wrote crap and gotta redo it lah. After school we went to the school library to print out some stuffs and I end up being a mobile tomato. =.= HAHA! Band today was hilarious but very depressing too. Yati....... ):

Went off to northpoint to our USUAL foodcourt. Sian of the food already loh. But its the moments spent tgt that counts. (: Amanda and Xiuqing came and we all had dinner tgt with Family. Haha! Suddenly the group of us who went out tgt that day became a Shandong (mountain hole) Family that has an angmoh visitor who is our long-lost member. WE LOVE OUR FAMILY! :D

Dinner was extremely entertaining. My ice-cream phone. HAHA! Super hilarious! Laugh till all of us cramp lah. Daniel Mary. Hah! After that continued laughing with Yuanhui at the bus stop till like 10.30pm then go home. Seriously having a relaxed session before SYF tmr. XP

Tmr is the big day! Jiayou, go! (:

2009-05-05T23:07:00.006+08:00

BLOG POST NO. 205! :D

Today is a lethargic day. Wth. ):

Started off alright then entered lala land at every lesson then went for break. Ate quite a bit and headed to the library. Sigh. Sometimes I wish the avoidance thing would just stop but I just cant help it. I'll try it for my side though. But the reciprocation may be otherwise. Band was kinda a little of the usual things. Luckily got Yati to crap jokes. Ice milo hot, ice kachang no ice. Haha! Yeah SYF is just 2 days away and I shouldnt be saying about such feelings but its really...speechless. This stupid feeling stirring inside... SIAN. I'M HATING THIS. )':

feeling so breathless, like something suffocating inside.
can someone tell me why like that......??? D:
shucks.

2009-05-04T01:13:00.003+08:00

WOO! Today is an uber extreme happening day! :D

Just bathed after reaching home just moments ago. Haha! Hanged around changi airport to do homework since afternoon till nearly midnight with Darren and Yuanhui today. Took the last train home with Yuanhui in which it coincidentally terminates at Toa Payoh. Whew! Today started off with doing GPP like druggy someone. Keep dozing off and nodding my head whilst doing and ended up doing it from 8am to 1pm. =.= And as usual, Yuanhui and I were about an hour late to meeting Darren lah. Today was our first time feeling really bad and scared of being late. But we still ended up late... SORRY! ><

We didnt dare to speak to him throughout the bus journey at first but ended up laughing it off a little. He's so nice luh! Argh! Why so nice??! Felt uber bad. He just say it's okay. ): We stopped at T3 and ate Popeye for lunch. The cartoon was kinda entertaining. Haha. Then we skytrain-ed to T2 to find a place to sit and study. He was being super kiasu today. Finally found seats at McDonald's. Sat and did hmwk till around 7pm where we started to crap and draw nonsense on her paper. Then had dinner around 9pm whilst we talked and laughed like mad. HAHA! Left around 11pm and continuned laughing. xD

Today is really a happening day! Cant believe the week is going to end soon just like this. ): I'm so NOT looking forward to pe tmr. Currently thinking of ideas to pontank pe now... Heh.

2009-05-03T09:29:00.005+08:00

Woo! I spent last night TALKING TO MYSELF for nearly 2 hours non-stop. =.=''' And now I have to rush through gpp before going out later. 6 pages worth of gpp in 2.5 hours. :O

Had a band exchange at MJC two days back on labour day. Reported at around 7am and Darren amazingly woke up at 7.20am. Haha! Met Theodora and Isabelle there and gave them the kinder joy we bought for them. Took a photo too but haven ask Theo for the photo yet. Oops. Went out to PS to catch a movie with the "anything gang". HAHA! Darren, Joshua, Linying, Wenjie, Yuanhui and myself. Had pepper lunch and funny things happened lah. Hah! Was deciding between GuGu the cat and Xmen and apparently Xmen won more votes coz GuGu was really abstract. xP Lol! Gambit and Cyclops are so darn cool! Was going gaga over him but for nuts. The actor changed loh. But Xmen is really a success. Most sequel shows doesnt attract large crowds back but this Xmen is still as amazing as the first. Looking forward to another outing with "anything gang". (:

Aww band ytd was freaking hot. The school hall and beethoven room has been like a sauna lately. Free sauna. SYF is exactly 4 days away. How exciting. (:

2009-04-29T04:41:00.006+08:00

FINALLY... Completed PI final. (:

Hopefully the format is correct lah. Yeah yeah. Mr Heng always say Janice hor, 她是懒到。。。。。。and his voice turns higher and breaks into laughters. ARGH. This is like my first time doing PI since both drafts handed in are as horrible as not doing. Changed the whole task after 1st draft, then changed the topic after 2nd draft. And Mr Heng would now say 活该咯。-_-

Now shall mug for geography. About 2 hours left before going to school.
CANNOT FAIL! >< you're the best senior-cum-friend we've ever met. thanks for everything... ^^

2009-04-28T21:23:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to YEO ZIXUAN!!! :D

Today isnt a good day to blog due to the deadline for PI and geography test to be both by tmr. Burning midnight oil again. ): I cant believe I didnt even watch half an episode of Table of Glory (乒乓圆) throughout the whole season. Aww... And today last episode already but I CANT WATCH! Geog geog PI! ><

Today is a very good day! Early in the morning 7.30....... ^^
Yay cant wait to go out someday and catch a movie or something soon. (:

2009-04-25T23:25:00.007+08:00

200th post! (:

I think I'm quite lag in blogging. I started this blog like exactly 3 years ago in April 2006. And I posted like on the average of 66.7 posts per year, 5.56 posts per month and 0.183 posts per day. HAHAHA!

Today was a freaking expensive day. No idea how but I spent away ALL of my this week's allowance and was left with $0 to go school today. Woke up early to catch my dad before he leaves for work and he gave me $30. Went to school and had band from 9am to around 4pm. Then stroll at amk hub and went for the celebration dinner for Mrs Toh with 4Endeavour'08 (endevils!) . Guess what? I went home and had $0.10 left in my wallet. WTH!!! :O

I think I suffering from serious depression today lah. I blinge on food with $28 okay! $2 was for the band collar pin. Geez. I seriously need to SAVE MONEY! Had a total spending of like $80 for just this week of 6 days. )': when will money ever fall from the sky...?

Okay PI sucks. No template to rely on and keep feeling so sleepy but yet got the time to blog. -_- I think I still haven wake up loh. Still like floating in the air. Hopefully things will really get better after SYF with more energy to do work. Always go home and collapse right after bathing lah. My family thinks that I look like an old woman now. Awww... ):

On a happier note, today is such a B-E-A-U-tiful day! :D Planned to have lunch at Summer Grace but due to a crowd there plus the slow ordering speed, Ying, Yuanhui and I decided to move on to the coffeeshop to have our lunch. AND...lady luck landed next to me. (: Nerd specs.
but today was more of a rather draggy day...

2009-04-22T22:33:00.006+08:00

YAY! Finally after a long long LONG wait of 13 days. (:

Let's see. My PI is totally screwed lah. Freakingly failed so badly for both drafts and now I think I gotta change topic again. ): OH! Btw I found my econs file last friday. Its in JEREMY's class lah. To think he actually said he don't know where it is when he asked if I lost my file last week. -_- Liar liar pants on fire.

Yep slacked through the weekend and now regret coz gotta meet a lot of deadlines. Zzz. Failed some chinese wksht coz teacher minus marks for lateness. ): At first pass then minus then fail. Band today was a little boring. Dozed off a little too. OOPS. Almost let the clarinet rolled down and crash lah but caught it in time. Whew. Then we had dinner session! (: But tonight's was a little different... Too different already lah! CSI! Yuanyuan..! Better not start our cursing and swearing again. ARGH! ^%*&#@%!

On a happier note, tmr will be a good day. Looking forward to school tmr! YAY! :D

2009-04-20T20:37:00.002+08:00

My laptop is really screwed. The memory is so full that it doesn't even have some left to spare for uploading webpages. Argh! Had band sectionals today. AND today is an excellent day for the eyes but a terrible day for hmwk. Had 4 subjects today and I did hmwk for NONE of them. I should strike some lottery or something.

Ytd was the best. YJ band went to the SYF venue at Republic Poly to have a sound check there. We had to report at 7.30am and the bus leaves YJ at 8am. Horray... I woke up at 7.25am only because Ying called me. OMG lah. Took a cab down and reached just in time, but apparently only my friends realized. Haha. Yep so was in the nick of time and we went to RP! First time heard Darren played the piano during break-time and it was... attractive. Haha! Coz cant really hear what he's playing. Ended the sound check after 3 hrs and we went back YJ. AND...the bus freaking broke down. -_- Woodwinds had to wait for the brasses bus to come back to fetch us back. Haha. It was hilarious. The bus took 1hour to come back and 10mins to return to YJ.

Had lunch out with band mates. We kinda scattered due to the large group but still ate lah. Treated Yati to his baked rice since he treated me macs the day before ytd. Haha! Yati is super entertaining. Our section there will be so empty after SYF loh. No Jeremy no Joshua. Aww... ): Yati talked about SNYO ytd but yeah. My studies are too screwed up. Wish him all the best in NAFA! (:

Sigh. Will miss the lunch and dinner sessions after the seniors stepped down in may. Awww... )))))))))))))))))))))))''''':
will i lose my appetite..?

2009-04-14T20:59:00.004+08:00

TODAY IS A UBER NICE DAY! ^^ hehehe.

Well screwed the econs reflection test up by studying the wrong topic. Then ending up studying 2 pages just minutes before the test. Oops. Cant really tally up the day's happenings with my memory. STM. ):

Hahaha. I can only rmb today is a very lucky day! :D Looking forward to school tmr and later have band practice after school. Yay! Furthermore tmr no tests and school ends early. (:

2009-04-12T23:01:00.004+08:00

Woohoo! Jarod Lee Yi Xian won the Campus Superstar 3! :D

Lalala. Been watching the tv for the whole afternoon till now. Today is like some relaxing day...which is so not right! Haven study tues's econs test, thur's maths test and fri's geog test. AHH! Gonna rush a compo out to hand in tmr which I think I would probably fall asleep and gotta hand in late work. Oops. :X Hopefully not lah.

2009-04-12T11:33:00.013+08:00

Today's such a nice day from memories of the previous day. (:

Yay! Saturday started off with band practice then sectional. Poor Yuanhui got bitten by a dog and her arm is like swollen. ): After band we waited for each other till it rained heavily. But luckily Jolene's daddy fetched us to Northpoint (thanks!).

Had a wonderous lunch-cum-dinner ytd with band mates. Actually it was a hilarious meal that hit off with Darren ordering a $8 dessert - mango ice w/ ice-cream. HAHA! Then we all became CareBears coz we cared for him and we shared his food. Then our orders came. The porridge+salty eggs+strawberry drink made my day! Lol. And Darren was so SUPER funny. He got bored and started playing with his digimon! HAHAHA! That scene was CLASSIC! :P

Poor Simai left her wallet in school and got tricked by Jolene that her wallet is not with her when Jolene actually came back and put it in her bag after collecting it from other seniors. Haha. After "dinnch", Simai, Jolene and Jeremy went to play at the arcade whilst Darren, Ying and me went to take mrt home. Later went to study at the library with Ying till it closed. (:

Sometimes it makes us wonder how Ying and I are the closest of friends when we are only in the same class once in sec1. Many a time, we dont even see each other for the day and when we do meet, sometimes we dont even talk but yet understand the reason for the silence. It really feels like we can telepathy and we grow alike with days to come. We dont know why but people do qns our relationship and wondered if we're sisters or a family. One thing for sure, we're lesbian partners number 1! ♥

PS. something went wrong with my MF and IE thus photos cant be uploaded. Sorry...):

2009-04-09T20:10:00.008+08:00

A! Woohoo! Today's the release of results for PW'08. Haha. Heard that As and Bs were common amongst the batch. Congrats seniors! (: and double congrats to u and ur A. :D

Tmr is a Good Friday thus I was at ntuc after school, picking food to be cooked tmr. Yay. Fishball, crabstick, tofu and got a choice of spaghetti, noodles or porridge. Haha. So gonna enjoy a Good Friday. But I kinda miss school already. The thought of having no school tmr is so rotten. ):

Today was the voting for the house exco during mass pe. Before that during morning assembly was the group presentation for the trainee student councilors. The first group presented left an impact on the audiences and some groups were being plain rude and insincere. Seriously it is agreeable with the guy who posted the qns regarding the trainees' sincerity. They look like they are doing for the sake of doing. Its apparently obvious that they are lah. But we can also jolly well not vote for these ppl. Campaigning is part of the process of being a SC so just do it and get through with it.

Gosh cant believe I actually dozed off during ms aminah's lecture. And I bleeding lost my econs file! As in it still cant be found. ): Can the nicenice person who took it by mistake please return me? Luckily re-reflections are not necessary. Oh yah. And Yuanhui isnt in school today. Aww. ):

2009-04-08T22:24:00.003+08:00

Freaking took a cab to school today that cost me bloody $16.75! Okay it was my fault to leave my house at like an auspicious timing of 7.05am which resulted in me missing the last bus that will take me to the mrt station without being late. If I took the mrt, I probably reach school at 7.44am which means I'll be late. Lucky?

And then I ended up being penniless for breaks, lunch and dinner. Now laid myself in a debt with Weijin and Ying. Haha. Today was kind of not so good. Econs test is so gonna be a big fat zero. And I actually LOST my econs file. Of all subjects, I lost econs. ): The lady at the general office was hilarious. She was more of telling us quotes regarding life experiences rather than helping to record for the lost file. -_- Had whole day of sectional with a little combined during band practice. Kinda boring but yet entertaining to see Jeremy and Joshua play the bass clarinet. HAHA! sigh. pls dont leave...

And ytd was a SUPER DUPER lucky day! :D Now shall support the milo dino aunties and wait patiently at the stall. Lol! Lately been feeling super crappy. Like suddenly keep telling people to eat shit then laugh at nothing or better still, emo/ap for nothing. I also dont know what's wrong with me. Haha. My apologies to those who had to endure my crappiness. I shall attempt to be more sincere in conversations. (:

Still feeling remorseful towards ms ang and mr yang... Hopefully even if we are not allowed to help them, we can still give our support to them by attending syf with them. Probably could help them with the shifting of props. Sigh. ):

2009-04-04T18:35:00.007+08:00

GEEZ! Lady Luck is all around me today! ^-^
woo! almost breathless today lah. hahaha!
Thought today's band would be kinda boring with the JC2 guy seniors off to napfa test. However, we probably had the most peaceful sectional ever today. Haha! Jeremy was like panting "Gold! I got gold!" before sectional ended. We were like giggling and ignoring him at the same time. LOL! He gulped down isotonic drinks & grass jelly as forms of replenishing energy. Grass jelly...?

Haha! Had lunch with band mates at BK. But no Yuanhui coz she not feeling well today. ): Gosh lah! It is SUPER hilarious looking at Darren's expressionless expression whenever he says sth really funny and looking at Jeremy without him doing anything at all. Can practically laugh till u drop! ^^

Then went back with Ying. Collected the DBSK calendars!!! Were like screaming for joy and ended up too happy to do any hmwk at all. Haha! In the end sat at macs and had chit-chat session instead. Oops... :X

Sigh feel disappointed ms ang. Agreed to take part competition with them but in the end had to withdraw due to both syf dates being too near. Not confirmed but kinda high possibility of withdrawal. Just when we started to like it more and more, finding it getting more fun. I wonder how Ying is looking into it. This kind of situation is whereby one of the three parties gotta get hurt. Either take part in one syf or take part in both thus committing time which means to be of facing extreme fatigue. Oh well....... ):

2009-04-04T00:43:00.004+08:00

WTH! Who is the one who is scared to reveal ur full identity. I can also give myself initials and it may very well be similar to someone else in another part of the world. And its not about how common the initials are. Loser. Spam all the hell u want. I have the choice of how I want to deal with it.

SO. Started off the day with stoning at home before rushing off for school. Finally remained awake throughout the whole of maths tutorial and learnt something. Next is econs. I think the tutor wants to give up on us just after her 2nd official tutorial with us. Oops. Lit tutorial was hilarious. Another finally remained awake throughout. Then was chinese which I rushed through wksht just to realize she collecting the other wksht that I left blank. ARGH.

At the very moment the teacher ended lesson, I looked at a msg and ran down to the sch gate... (: Kinda not my usual self. Haha! Ended up waiting for ppl and more ppl then went off. Took a stroll ard amk hub with Yuanhui and Weijin. Ice Age 3 is so super funny lah. Cant wait to catch a movie soon. :D
Jiayou! U can outrun when u have faith in urself. (:

2009-04-02T19:54:00.003+08:00

WTF lah. Who is ll? Dare to scold, don't dare to reveal ur "HONOURABLE" identity. Loser.

Darnit. JC life seriously sucks to the core. Eye candy is NOT equals to liking the person lah. Some losers just cant get it straight out. And not as if I go stalk him or what. Furthermore I didnt even say I'm pretty lah. Since when I say such things. PLEASE.

On a lighter note, today is a super uncomforable day. Fell down ytd and got bruises on my knee and had fever due to heatiness. Sian. Must start gulping down water. Mass pe is so rotten. Keep getting into groups of 3 then 4 then 5 then 7 while jogging. -_- Orientation meh.

So pissed off. ARGH.

2009-03-31T21:42:00.004+08:00

ECONS TEST TMR!

Shucks. I only managed to revise through till scarcity. Haven even reach DD&SS, nor elasticity. Haha. Sudden urge to find the elasticity song and have a good laugh. (:

MF is so yucky. The O level certificate can only be collected before 4.30pm on weekdays through the general office. And guess what. Parents or guardians are NOT allowed to collect the cert on behalf of the students. They are afraid that students with divorced parents would quarrel over it and affect the student. 3(WTH)! Looks like I will never get my cert...

But at least got to take a little walk at amk hub and drank the nicenice bubble tea! (: Shall take a look at the results for today's syf and then continue with econs. Looking forward to tmr (apart from the test)! (:

2009-03-30T22:42:00.006+08:00

Today was supposingly a good day but I totally sian diao. ): Weizi broke a sad news today and I swear I was sent day-dreaming the whole day even after band. ): why....?

Had a PW talk by a NLB libraian this morning which was kinda inspiring. Looking forward to PW. (: Maths was all about "referencing" from Wenjie's answers but I did manage to grasp some concepts from his answers. Haha. Fruitful copying. Stood up for geog coz I didnt do hmwk. I seriously have hearing problems when it comes to human geog lessons. Cant seem to hear her whenever she mentions hmwk. SERIOUSLY! ):

Break was idiotic. Drank sensoh grass jelly thingy (Yay!) and tried rushing through GP compre but ended up staring into blank space after a while. Haven adjusted to band practices on monday so kinda sleepy throughout. Today seemed to be a bad day for senior. Aww. ):

Mainly the good day came about due to endless gossiping today. HAHA! Gossip like there's no tmr after school and after band till I reached home about 10pm. But luckily got Xiuqing, Yuanhui and Zhengrui to go home tgt. (: Ying shld shift house. Lol! ZR so nice lah. His eyes like gonna close anytime but he is still a gentleman. THANK YOU! :D
i didnt meant to make break a torture... im unsure of the next move to make. )';

2009-03-29T22:31:00.006+08:00

Back from dinner with band mates! (:

Started the day off today with prayers to my ancestors with my parents at river valley area. Had lunch there too. The soup is delicious but the bowl is pathetically small. Pro and con. Haha! Went home after that to supposingly start doing hmwk which I failed to do so ytd but ended up taking a nap. :X Was uber tired despite not really doing anything apart from CIP and had band practice ytd. I wonder...

As usual, I laze on the bed and ended up overslept. Rushed a little and then it rained, HEAVILY. :O Called Ying to cancel the bugis trip and arranged timing again to meet tgt with Yuanhui. HAHA! Yuanhui and I are late princesses! We left our house at like 4.30pm tgt when our meeting time was 3.45pm and the concert was at 5pm. We rock lah! :P

Pitiful Ying got into the lateness and we missed the first song which was First Suite in Eb. Sat separately then bought flowers for Mr Rasull during interval. Saw Zhean! (: He was like uber high to get the autograph from Mr Jacob de Haan. Woo! His music are really superb! Oregon, Pasadena, Queen's Park Melody, Ross Roy, Singapore Rhaspody, Virginia and more. He's a talented composer! *salutes*

After concert had dinner with band mates at the The Food Place at Raffles city. The cashier of the terriyaki stall is funny lah. Act jap then keep saying guys handsome. LOL! TQ and Darren got it and it was uber funny. :P Chit-chat here there and went home tgt by train. Happy day! (:

Siannnnnnn. Gotta dig into hmwk pile again. Haven even started doing any of them yet. Save me... ):

2009-03-27T22:19:00.011+08:00

Today was an embarrassing day! ><
Or shld it be a LUCKY LUCKY day? Lalala. (:
currently working on how to face u and still look&act naturally ):
Yep had the chinese ppt presentation today. Screwed lah. Mdm Ang was saying I got no confidence when speaking, ended up talking to the front door. -_- Her comments on our individual OP was super funny. Kinda gotta make a lot of ammenments due to grammatic errors. Sigh felt like dropping chinese and allocate more time for other subjects such as ~~bloody~~ maths. Seriously catch no ball. ):

Screwed today's probability test. Seriously. I was like laughing when I saw the 2 qns. Totally cluesless. The answers I got were like more than 1. How can P(AUB) be more than 1?! The next one even better. I tikam the numbers then just multipy any numbers found in the qns. Oh yay... It's out of 14 marks. I should celebrate if I even get 2 marks. I'm prepared for a big zero to appear. ):

I was lamenting on the horrifying JC life to my mommy non-stop over dinner. Her comments were kinda encouraging in wanting me to be more firm in my decisions. Hopefully I succeed.
i'm tired of being a hypocrite... ):

2009-03-26T22:35:00.004+08:00

Today is the UBER LUCKIEST DAY encountered! ^^

Goodness gracious! Cant stop giggling about today's events lah. The morning hit off with overslept till 6.45am but ended up being early (comparatively in 127). Haha! Then had PC/CT which is the best lesson in our time-tables. Can slack around and chit-chat. And next was mass pe which we took our time to change. Then lady luck starts to show her power. :D

After pe went to the bookstore to get econs file then wanted a drink. SUPER LUCKY! :D But sad that the drinks stall still haven restock the jelly drink. Went to econs tutorial. Mr Tom told us that he had we were his opportunity cost and a newbie teacher is gonna take over him. Aww... Then went lit tutorial. UBER LUCKY!!! :DDD Then we had break! Spotted Darren eating then asked about his block tests. Wish him luck to score...so that he would show me his answers. LOL.

Then yada yada. Econs lecture. Samuel's hair today is super straight...vertically. LOL. Heard he had a bad hair day. Had fun giggling about Zheng Rui's reactions during lecture. His cute little pencil case keep dropping. Then sch ended! Spotted Darren roaming like a lost soul. Then later went up to the library to finish up hmwk tgt. A little digrestion to the happiness: geog block test is yucky. Saw Darren's qns papers and was going omg & wth. Stress arh! ><

Yep so that was the summary of my b-e-a-u-tiful day! :D There is always a reason why sth happens. From my posts, it can be kinda apparent that my summary skills is bleahx lah. GP sian! Lalala. Now its back to completing all the subjects' hmwk. Seriously ALL (5 subs) except GP. Luckily finished GP today or not it will be included in the hmwk stack. Sad life. But happy day! ^^
许个愿望，
希望将来的每一天，你都会开开心心地过日子。（：

2009-03-26T01:50:00.007+08:00

Gawr. Seriously turned into an owl-cum-panda already. Cant concentrate on doing work then gave up and slept. Woke up at an honourable time of 12.30am and started doing hmwk. Haven yawn since I woke up despite yawning till had a little runny nose before sleeping just now. Shucks. This is so NOT healthy lah. Seriously. ):

Yesterday, was a SUPER LUCKY DAY! :DDD
after 10 miserably deprived days... (now my eyes are in perfect conditions! ^^ )
When the sun shone brightly in the clear blue sky after morning assembly, it all happened in that one moment in time. (: "Absence Makes The Heart Grow Fonder."

Band practice ytd was ): So empty. Practiced the 4 original warm-ups thingy and the last page of Polovtsian Dance. Got a little uptight due to Bear being tortured by Tingqiang and Wenjie. Argh! Save the Bear campaign!

Oh yah. Ytd's newspaper report of a 71-year-old elderly woman fall to her death. She felt a little faint and tipped forward, falling towards the mrt tracks and got hit by an incoming train. Her body was found under the third carriage of the train. ): Goodness. It was this accident that caused the mrt 45-min delay on tuesday. Her death was tragic. Seriously. *prays*

2009-03-24T18:40:00.014+08:00

Today is a little lucky day. (:
still not lucky enough though. )':
The mrt broke down this morning due to some unknown reason and I took the first train that operated after the breakdown. Luckily, for some known reason, I left home a little earlier than usual to try my luck doing sth. And...Weijin, Xiuqing and Yuanhui took the next train and were late for school lah. :O But I think they are excusable coz its not their fault for the breakdown. Unless the school is unreasonable. Haha!

Also another little luck was seeing my dear senior studying so diligently in the library! :D He's like so lively in band, cracking jokes without finding it funny himself but yet Miaoting and I were like always laughing till stomachache. Gonna be so sian diao in band tmr. ): Luckily got Wenjie and Tingqiang or not really bore to death. Yuanhui also miss her senior...

SENIORS! Faster come back! We all miss you, you and you! )':
(miss them 3)
Found out something interesting. Chemistry = chem.is.try. Impossible = i.m.possible. LOL!

2009-03-23T20:59:00.006+08:00

Yawn yawn. Just woke up after dozing off whilst surfing the net. Sleeping is a bliss!

And due to this doze, my mommy decides to give me....chicken essence! ): SIAN!!! It stinks to swallow the unknown intestine of the chicken down my throat, with the supposing idea that it will help my health. Argh. I rather drink bird's saliva than chicken intestine. ):

But luckily mommy dear decides to be nice and heats up hotdogs for me so as to pacify me into drinking chicken intestine later. 祸中有福？LOL.

Back to digging my head into the hmwk stack...
sunday sunday sunday! :D

2009-03-23T19:27:00.004+08:00

Yays to having no maths test today. It got postponed due to our teacher having MC. Joined class with another group which Amanda and Jolene were in. (: But I wanna strangle Jolene. Like literally strangle. She has this photo that I so wanna see! Yep I'll melt like honey in the oven. Haha! Cant wait for Sunday to come. :D

Almost late for school today but was as usual, just in the nick of time with Yuanhui and her friend. Seriously getting more sleep is more important than being early for school. Oops. Been walking into the school gate at a wonderous timing of 7.40am daily. It is just a matter of time that I'll really be late one day. (: Today was one of those days that I successful kept my eyes open throughout the whole day. Three cheers to myself.

Ate the whole day. Stomach upset the whole day. ):

"Homework, oh homework, I hate you, you stink!"

2009-03-23T03:12:00.003+08:00

Yay finally finished the geog mini project. Pls loh. Its seriously not MINI. Gotta spend like hours on it thinking on how to put them into my own words. Cant seem to find strategies on minimising the impacts of volcano eruptions through the net.

Seriously lah. Mount Pelee in France. It practically wiped out the whole of its population with the eruption, killing almost 30 000 ppl, leaving behind only 2 survivors. Who would bother go think of methods to save the other 2 ppl there? Those two should jolly well just migrate lah. Furthermore it took place more than a century ago.

Oh well. Currently waiting oh-so-patiently for the printing of my MINI project to be done then can go sleep. Not feeling tired after staying awake till so late already. Kinda want to study more but I cant be bothered to study. Lalala. I think JC students are turning into owls soon. Bet I look like some China panda now. O.O

Gonna fail maths test tmr. (:

2009-03-22T20:39:00.013+08:00

CHANGED. (:

A routine took over my college life, leading me from lectures to tutorials, tutorials to lectures. Assignments are due at the speed of light, tests burdened me down like a dwarf. Nevertheless, I look forward to my alma mater. (:

March holiday is counting down in about 10 hours before school starts again. Geog assignment is apparently still left untouched, with friends Chinese, Economics, Literature and Maths. Taking a look back, my march holiday is spent going back and forth school. Monday was a normal school day, Tuesday & Wednesday was band camp, Thursday was CCS, Friday was band practice.

Speaking of which, band camp was kinda enjoyable despite almost freezing to death at night. Gotta appreciate the green jacket (thank you ZR)! Jia le mi was uber funny throughout practice with his optimistic point of view. Kinda miss him on friday practice coz JC2s are mugging for their block tests. ):

Rewind of the past...

CVD was kinda out of expectation. Reported to band and had a mini performance of HSM with the choir during noon. I could swear I blushed throughout the performance lah. >< After that we scout around for food. Longan, cup corn and ice kachang. Then went Dunking in which Mitch and Zheng Rui got dunked. Yay! Next was to the Haunted House where I did something so embarrassing. >< style="COLOR: rgb(0,0,0)">PS. Wishing the JC2s all the best for their upcoming block tests! GOOD LUCK! :D
esp to him. dont be so pessimistic. u can do it!

2009-02-15T15:16:00.013+08:00

Had band practice during the early hours of valentine's day. Played mostly new songs and sight-read them randomly at different scores. Scooted off the school compound with Ying and met DAPH at the mrt station! Long lost duck. :D

Proceeded on with going out to search for a new backpack since Ying and I have been having shoulder aches from the bags we're using. Started off with bugis junction which we found bags priced at an exclusive $79.90. Moved on with bugis street and we had ice-creams, which are FOC! (: Cornetto is feeling generous on V.day so they're giving out 10,000 cones for free. Cool eh?

Hmm Ying kept a look-out and she managed to buy her choice bag and I was left blank since I've been absent-minded throughout. Haha. But I did bought mine, after donkey years of consideration. Ying has got to be admired for her level of patience with an indecisive time-waster. :P

Continued on to orchard where we each bought gifts for our parents. Shop keepers there are kinda unwillingly to serve us esp those at Taka. They and their perception of students (we were in half-uniform) to have low purchasing power. Sucks.

Took a train ride home with Ying. While passing TP central, saw this two Indian men surrounded by ~~busybody~~ passer-by. This guy was beating up the another guy, using the cover of the green dustbin. Then he kinda dragged him into shop&save and whacked him. No idea what he said but I was wondering how come nobody phoned the police. The police station is just opposite the scene. -_- Oh well I was no better. But I didn't stop and stare though. Poor indian.

Yays to buying a new bag. ^^
Yays to spending V day with Ying. X)
Yays to hoping YJ will win the NEmation today. :D

2009-02-07T16:37:00.007+08:00

A sentence to speak it all out: YJC rawks! :D

CTG127 with OGL Fairoz & Amalina!

V for Vaunier, are we loyal?
V for Vaunier, yes we are! :D

It started off with a tumble when the posting result was out. Though expected, but still, disappointment filled in. Life has to go on, and so the first day of orientation commence.

Overslept and was late for the first day of school with Miaoting and Ying. All of us were in different class, but I met Weizi in CTG 127. Hanged ard and made some friends. Played lots of bonding games and did cheerings. It was not long later that all of realized YJC to be a budget school. Seriously! The toilets are like 90% squating ones and it ~~smells~~. Discourages us to go toilet too often. Majority supports the fact that the hall is small too but at least there's air-con. (:

Had mass dance on the 2nd day and it was super fun. (Sweet, sugar, candyman!) ^^
Had amazing race on the 4th day and it was super tiring.
Had a mini campfire and jam&hop on the last day and it was FUN!

Cant exactly rmb all the events in order but the highlight was definitely the mass dance, amazing race and jam&hop! Our girls are like tomato red due to outdoor events but nevertheless the fun was not missed. School is gonna officially commence on monday. Hopefully we'll all be able to pass through these tough years and continue with uni all tgt! :D

CHEERS!
Oh-oooo vaunier in the house! (x4)

I'm green!
Double V, double via! (x7)

We're the mighty ones
We're the super ones.
We're the mighty, we're the super,
We're the number 127!

Heyyy!
YJ YJ go breakdance eh
Hey go breakdance!
YJ YJ go disco eh
Hey go disco!
YJ YJ go breakdance eh, YJ YJ go disco eh, YJ YJ go party eh!
YJ!

2009-01-18T18:46:00.003+08:00

Yays to fulfilling my sudden crave for sausages. :D

Silence is golden. Thus there'll be no words about my scoring in Os. :X

Submitted the registration form and I had to pay ~~bloody~~ $17 due to some info that I didn't know about. Actually I was just plain lazy to find out. Lol! Kind of not sure what I changed was right for me but nevertheless I should give it a try. Hurray to chinese.

This coming week would be my last days of work before school term starts. Oh man. I'll miss the kids. They're so adorable, giving comments on their kiddy point of view which is hilarious to us, the more grown-up ones. Hopefully I could still go back during my holidays. Provided I am able to cope with the hectic JC life. If I end up in poly, then I have more time to earn more cash. Haha!

Can't wait to go MDC tmr! ^^

2009-01-04T10:13:00.006+08:00

Random note: Sport shoes and cell phones are officially allowed in MF.

Shoots. But come to think of it, it looks really...erm weird? The color of MF sch-u doesn't seem to be able to match well with sport shoes. It doesn't even match well with anything lah. Oops. :X I was expecting a change in uniform like what the school has been blabbering about. Cell phones? Well...speechless. Doesn't really make any difference. Haha! (Just for comforting purpose.)

Gah. I'm feeling deprived of something. Feeling as if something is missing. But yet have no idea what is this something.

Yay. My room is finally cleared of the primary and lower secondary books. But I still kept some for fun. A few days ago I bought 3 magazines at a go and I haven read any. That's the problem when there's an overload of a certain something. Argh. Now that it's January, I should really plan out how I want to settle myself into a pre-uni life. Like do a few mad stuffs before going back to schooling. Lol.

I actually planned out a list of clothes to buy, furniture to buy and books to buy before Os. But up till now, I didn't fulfil any of the list. I didn't even touched the furniture list okay. Clothes and books are still half-way through. Shoots lah.

Oh yah. NYJC immersion programme. I wonder if half-uniform is allowed. It has been like donkey years since all of us actually wore a full school uniform (I think)! Though I kinda miss wearing it... Haha! I actually thought of going to school last Friday but realized that I had work commitment. -_- BUT nevertheless... I WILL go back one day. Muahahaha.

2009-01-01T22:53:00.003+08:00

It just hit on me that 2009 is here and I haven got a resolution for the new year. Oops.

Played a rewind of the year 08 in my mind and flashes of numerous events float by, with some pausing long enough to make me rethink of my actions. The bad things first as usual. Flashes of quarrels paused in my mind but there is nothing that can be done to turn back in time to change anything. Like a saying goes, "time heals wound but leaves a scar".

Next were agonies and hardships which is reference to studies. Haha. E maths was the most improved subject, I had to admit. I rmb scoring a 18/100 once for end-of-year exams. After having tuition and doing everyday practices, the jiam-tao A starts visiting me. (: F9 to A2. What more can I expect? Only hoping for the same result for O level.

Apart from the bad happenings, there are good stuffs too. Like getting to know DBSK! ^^ Haha okay. There are so many things that my mind can't pause at just one but many events. But I know for sure that those moments are unforgettable. (:

Now it is time to let the past rest, let the present lead and let the future be a mystery. :D
HAPPY NEW YEAR! ^-^

2009-01-01T21:48:00.004+08:00

GOSH. Here's a rewind of how I spent my last day of 2008 and my first day of 2009:

Ytd played badminton (with mad laughters) but game ended slightly earlier and we went to Swensen's for lunch. We gave a treat to Jilly at Swensen's and Swensen's gave a treat to Jilly too. Lol. Cheese rocks. (:

I went home then joined my parents and Qiu Ling (my mom's staff) for dinner at Chinatown. We had frog leg porridge and ended up missing Little Nyonya. ): Reached home ard 10pm.

10.30pm was countdown on screen at various channels. My mom lah. She don't allow me to go with Dai Yang Tian's fanclub to vivo city. )': Sigh. So I stayed home and countdown with her loh. WAHAHA! He's so cute. ^^ Jeanette won 4 out of 8 of the best female roles and Yangyang won 2 roles. YAY!

That was how my 2008 ended.

At 1am my mom and I were bored so we decided to watch a 7-year-old drama serial - Winter Sonata, 冬季恋歌 (2002). This was our first time watching actually. And that was how we spent our first day of 2009 - watching Winter Sonata from 1am to 2pm.
13 hours straight. (:

I got no idea why but I didn't even closed my eyes (apart from blinking) throughout the show. No sign of fatigue. Hmm actually the show is really touching but also kinda draggy. Practically fast forwarded a lot but still got the gist of it. Can even tear during the fast forwarding parts okay. :X Bae Yong Joon was 30 years old then and Choi Ji Woo was 27 years old. The make-up artistes were skilful lah. It was really easy to differentiate the age of the characters. I would have died under his charm if not for knowing Yangyang and Rob Pattinson first. ><

Oh. I must have really been a die-hard Twilight fan for I was vampirized last night. Let's do some math! Okay. I didn't sleep from 8.30am (31dec) till 4pm (01jan). Then I woke at 7.30pm and going to sleep soon. Lol! 31.5 hours! All because of 冬季恋歌. Oh yay. Reminds me of the 4E chalet night which was a 15mins of sleep. That one was a record of mine lah. Even went band camp after that. Fatigue doesn't haunt me. Haha!

I think my mom and I rock lah. We finished the drama and actually did some spring cleaning before taking our naps. Yay we're potato couches. :D Can't wait to finish Hotelier and watch 我的亿万面包。 ^-^

2008-12-29T22:09:00.010+08:00

Yay. Here is some photos of the roadshow Jill and I were at ytd. The images of them right within an arm's length is still vividly running wild in my mind. If only we did this...if only we did that... BUT nevertheless, no regrets! At least we were there and were the 98th and 99th fans to get hold of the posters! Wahahaha! ^^ 小戴.......

This was a view taken while we were seated in the queue at around 11.30am. The mall was kinda quiet then...until 12nn where the levels start filling up one by one. Lol.

Gah. I tried to take a snap of the cast but just take a look at the cameras blocking! Fine...I'm short okay. -_-

Hmm...we should be somewhere in the photo. LOL!
(taken from Jeanette's blog)

This was Compass Point Mall that day. Fully packed with people! Even escalators (all) had to stop operation due to overload of people not wanting to budge. Haha. Just to get a view of the cast.

Jeanette and 小月娘

戚玉武!
Joanne 白薇秀

戴阳天 and Zzen 章缜翔! <3This is the poster given out to the first 100 fans. :D

2008-12-28T18:43:00.006+08:00

Save me people. I am once again, infatuated with artistes. This time round it's a China artiste who acted in 8 episodes of 小娘惹. Hahaha! He's none other than 戴阳天! ^^

Yay summary time. I didn't forget MY Robert Pattinson from London, MY DBSK from Korea, MY Dai Yang Tian from China and MY Benji Hum from Singapore. Wahahaha. ALL MINE! :D

Ytd went to the 小娘惹's 唯一影迷会 with Jill. Gosh. We met at around 10am and reached Compass Point Mall at around 11am. We then joined the queue. It was only 4 hours later at 3pm we finally stood up to welcome the actors and actresses who were all in their Nyonya costumes. Guess what! We queued that early so as to be able to be the 1st 100 fans to get a Little Nyonya poster. Jill and I were the number 98th and 99th fans! Woots! (;

We practically squeezed and got squeezed for about 1 1/2 hour before we finally get our chance on stage to get our posters signed by them. Wahaha. Yang Tian's fans were the first to arrive ard 8am, Yuwu's fans ard 9am and Jeanette's fans ard 10am. Non-fan club fans like us reached ard 11am. CRAZY! Ytd was Yang Tian's birthday so I guessed his fans reached there that early to root for him and they even bought him a cake which he appreciated. (:

Ytd's was Jill's and mine first time to be present at such fans meet. It was super funny lah. The WHOLE mall was filled, from level 1 to 4, including the escalators which all stopped operations when the actors and actresses arrived. Then people start squeezing loh. Some treated Jill's and my shoulders as camera stands! Take photo already then leave their hands comfortably resting on our shoulders some more. -_- Some even rested on our heads.

Nevertheless... WE GOT THEIR AUTOGRAPHS!!! And photos of them too. Up close leh. LOL! Jill even got Jeanette to write her name on her poster. So cool! We were regretting not shaking their hands ytd. Xiao Dai...! (sounds weird but nvm. :P)

2008-12-17T20:18:00.003+08:00

Yay finally bought tickets for Twilight! :D

Today played badminton and it was hilarious. Sometimes I wonder how those old folks sitting by massaging feels, looking at our playing. The first day we were there, the woman in-charge was telling us that the old folks think we should be more careful about hurting our wrists. Hmm I wonder what they are thinking now. Haha.

After game my shoe seems like it's going to open its mouth in hunger so we went to my house to change to our fresh clothing. Jilly looks fascinated with the music my door-bell produces. LOL.

Then we went to J8 for Pepper Lunch in the food court there. It's kinda cheaper inside rather than at the P.L. outlet itself. After that we went into the arcade and spent $13 inside. Mostly on playing the Happy2Gather game. Super cute and fun! Bishi Bashi = hand pain. Argh but fun lah. Haha! Jilly likes the basketball so we played and the ball keeps bouncing out instead. LOL. After gaming we finally bought Twilight tickets then we shop shop walk walk then home sweet home.

Looking SO SO SO forward to tmr!!! *grins widely*
;DDDDDDD

2008-12-12T21:04:00.006+08:00

Yay! Saw scans of DBSK's calendar'09 and I can't wait to lay my hands on one! :D
DBSK hwaiting!

Hmm I just realized I never blogged about my working experience AT ALL. Thus it shall be kept that way and keep readers in suspense. (: Okay. I must be thinking about Twilight again. Ahh..! MY ROBERT PATTINSON! Mine mine mine! Muahahahaha....

*This is Conscience Jani speaking:
That fangirl is out of her mind. She has been like that ever since 01 Dec. The day she lay her hands on the Twilight saga. She's gonna go even madder 6 days later. No doubt. This is a warning to people who unfortunately going to have any form of conversation with her from the 18 Dec onwards. BEWARE.

Whee. Did someone just spoke? No? Okay. I thought Rob talked to me. ><

Aww. Today had dinner with my cousin and family and they asked about my future plans. JC or poly? The usual question that has been repeated so many zillion times but I never had a real answer for it. Lately I've been having an impression I will be getting 14 for L1R5. Then the number just gets larger with every worry. Thus I refused to judge my L1R4 and decided to leave it to fate. Now it's time to relax and worry again a month later. ):

Kind of have an urge to go out and spend money. SIGH.